Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. AnstrutherVon Arnim, Elizabeth
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Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. Anstruther
Von Arnim, Elizabeth
British -- Germany -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Germany -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
About nine the trumpet became suddenly dumb. Papa and I, after waiting a
few minutes, set out for home, conjecturing as we went in what state we
should find Johanna. Did the silence mean a rupture or a making-up? I
inclined toward the rupture, for how can a girl, I asked Papa, murmur
mild words of making-up to a lover engaged in blowing a trumpet? Papa
said he didn't know; and engrossed by fears we walked home without
speaking.
No one was to be seen. The house was dark and empty. Everything was
quiet except the crickets. The trumpeter had gone, but so, apparently,
had Johanna. She had forgotten to lock the door, so that all we--or
anybody else passing that way--had to do was to walk in. Nobody,
however,--and by nobody I mean the criminally intentioned, briefly
burglars--walks into houses perched as ours is. They would be very
breathless burglars by the time they got to our garden gate. We should
hear their stertorous breathing as they labored up well in time to lock
the door; and Papa, ever pitiful and polite, would as likely as not
unlock it again to hasten out and offer them chairs and lemonade. It was
not, then, with any misgivings of that sort that we went into our
deserted house and felt about for matches; but I was surprised that
Johanna, when she could sit comfortably level on the seat by the door,
should rather choose to go and stroll in the garden. You cannot stroll
in my garden. You can do very few of the things in it that most people
can do in most gardens, and certainly strolling is not one of them. It
is no place for lovers, or philosophers, or leisurely persons of the
sort. It is an unrestful place, in which you are forced to be energetic,
to watch where you put your feet, to balance yourself to a nicety, to be
continually on the alert. I lit a lantern, and went out in search of
Johanna strolling. I stood on the back door steps and looked right and
looked left. No Johanna. No sounds of Johanna. Only the crickets, and
the soft darting by of a bat. I went down the steps--they are six
irregular stones embedded one beneath the other in the clay and leading
to the pump from which, in buckets, we supply our need for water--and
standing still again, again heard only crickets. I went to the
mignonette beds I have made--mignonette and nasturtiums; mignonette for
scent and nasturtiums for beauty, and I hope you like nasturtiums--and
standing still again, again heard only crickets. The night was dark and
soft, and seemed of a limitless vastness. The near shrill of the
crickets made the silence beyond more intense. A cat prowled past,
velvet-footed, silent as the night, a vanishing gray streak, intent and
terrible, concentrated wholly on prey. I went on through the grass, my
shoes wet with dew, the lantern light fitfully calling out my
possessions from the blackness,--the three apple-trees, the
currant-bush, the pale group of starworts, children of some accidental
wind-dropped seed of long ago; and beside the starworts I stopped again
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