Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. AnstrutherVon Arnim, Elizabeth
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Fräulein Schmidt and Mr. Anstruther
Von Arnim, Elizabeth
British -- Germany -- Fiction; Epistolary fiction; Germany -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
'I don't know that that's a great thing,' said I doubtfully.
'Let it pass. It is an accepted ending to a sentence beginning as yours
did. And now, my dear young lady, you have preached me a sermon--'
'Not a sermon.'
'Permitted me, then, to be present at a lecture--'
'Not a lecture.'
'Anyhow held forth on the unworthily puny outer conditions of my
existence. Tell me, now, one thing. I concede the ink-spots, the little
boys, the monotony, the tram-bells, the regrettable number of years;
they are all there, and you with your vivid imagination see them all.
But tell me one thing: has it never occurred to you that they are the
merest shell, the merest husk and envelopment, and that it is possible
that in spite of them--' his voice grew serious--'my life may be very
rich within?'
And you, my friend, tell me another thing. Am I not desperately,
hopelessly horrid? Short-sighted? Impertinent? The readiest jumper at
conclusions? The most arrogant critic of other people? Rich within. Of
course. Hidden with God. That is what I have never seen when I have
looked on superciliously from the height of my own idleness at these
drudging lives. And see how amazing has been my foolishness, for would
not my own life judged from outside, this life here alone with Papa,
this restricted, poor, solitary life, my first youth gone, my future
without prospects, no distractions, few friends, Papa's affection
growing vaguer as he grows older, would it not, looked at as I have been
looking at my neighbor's, seem entirely blank and desolate? Yet how
sincerely can I echo what he said--My life is very rich within. Yours
sincerely,
ROSE-MARIE SCHMIDT.
XLIV
Galgenberg, Sept. 16th.
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