Fragments of voyages and travels, including anecdotes of a naval life : $b Chiefly for the use of young persons. Vol. 1 (of 3)Hall, Basil
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Fragments of voyages and travels, including anecdotes of a naval life : $b Chiefly for the use of young persons. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Hall, Basil
Voyages and travels -- Juvenile literature
Be this true or false, I find that, on reading over the scanty notes
above alluded to, written at Bermuda more than six-and-twenty years
ago, I am made conscious of a feeling a good deal akin to that which
belongs to dreaming. Many objects long forgotten, are brought back
to my thoughts with perfect distinctness; and these, again, suggest
others, more or less distinctly, of which I possess no written record.
At times a whole crowd of these recollections stand forward, almost
as palpably as if they had occurred yesterday. I hear the well-known
voices of my old messmates—see their long-forgotten faces—and can mark,
in my memory’s eye, their very gait, and many minute and peculiar
habits. In the next minute, however, all this is so much clouded over,
that by no effort of the imagination, assisted even by the journal,
can I bring back the picture as it stood before me only a moment
before. It sometimes also happens in this curious retrospect, that a
strange confusion of dates and circumstances takes place, with a vague
remembrance of hopes, and fears, and wishes, painful anticipations,
and bitter passing thoughts, all long since gone. But these day dreams
of the past sometimes come rushing back on the fancy, all at once, in
so confused a manner, that they look exceedingly like what is often
experienced in sleep. Is there, in fact, any other difference, except
that, in the case of slumber, we have no control over this intellectual
experiment, and, in the other, we have the power of varying it at
pleasure? When awake we can steer the mental vessel with more or less
precision—when asleep our rudder is carried away, and we must drift
about at the capricious bidding of our senses, over a confused sea of
recollections.
It may be asked, what is the use of working out these speculations?
To which I would answer, that it may often be highly useful, in the
practice of life, for people to trace their thoughts back, in order to
see what have been the causes, as well as the effects, of their former
resolutions. It is not only interesting, but may be very important, to
observe how far determinations of a virtuous nature had an effectual
influence in fortifying us against the soft insinuations, or the rude
assaults of temptation; or how materially any original defect or
subsequent omission in such resolutions may have brought us under the
cutting lash of self-reproach.
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