“You must decide out of your own heart, dear,” said Fanny,
generously. “Mark and I know how well you have behaved, for I have
told him everything.” Lucy shuddered and leaned closer against her
sister as this was said to her. “I had no alternative, dearest, but
to tell him. It was best so; was it not? But nothing has been told
to Lord Lufton. Mark would not let him come here to-day, because it
would have flurried you, and he wished to give you time to think.
But you can see him to-morrow morning,—can you not? and then answer
him.”
Lucy now stood perfectly silent, feeling that she dearly loved her
sister-in-law for her sisterly kindness—for that sisterly wish to
promote a sister’s love; but still there was in her mind a strong
resolve not to allow Lord Lufton to come there under the idea that
he would be received as a favoured lover. Her love was powerful, but
so also was her pride; and she could not bring herself to bear the
scorn which would lay in Lady Lufton’s eyes. “His mother will despise
me, and then he will despise me too,” she said to herself; and with
a strong gulp of disappointed love and ambition she determined to
persist.
“Shall we leave you now, dear; and speak of it again to-morrow
morning, before he comes?” said Fanny.
“That will be the best,” said Mark. “Turn it in your mind every way
to-night. Think of it when you have said your prayers—and, Lucy,
come here to me;”—then, taking her in his arms, he kissed her with a
tenderness that was not customary with him towards her. “It is fair,”
said he, “that I should tell you this: that I have perfect confidence
in your judgment and feeling; and that I will stand by you as your
brother in whatever decision you may come to. Fanny and I both think
that you have behaved excellently, and are both of us sure that you
will do what is best. Whatever you do I will stick to you;—and so
will Fanny.”
“Dearest, dearest Mark!”
“And now we will say nothing more about it till to-morrow morning,”
said Fanny.
But Lucy felt that this saying nothing more about it till to-morrow
morning would be tantamount to an acceptance on her part of Lord
Lufton’s offer. Mrs. Robarts knew, and Mr. Robarts also now knew, the
secret of her heart; and if, such being the case, she allowed Lord
Lufton to come there with the acknowledged purpose of pleading his
own suit, it would be impossible for her not to yield. If she were
resolved that she would not yield, now was the time for her to stand
her ground and make her fight.
“Do not go, Fanny; at least not quite yet,” she said.
“Well, dear?”
“I want you to stay while I tell Mark. He must not let Lord Lufton
come here to-morrow.”
“Not let him!” said Mrs. Robarts.
Mr. Robarts said nothing, but he felt that his sister was rising in
his esteem from minute to minute.
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