Dr. Thorne, in the few words which he spoke to his niece before he
left Boxall Hill, had called himself an old man; but he was as yet on
the right side of sixty by five good years, and bore about with him
less of the marks of age than most men of fifty-five do bear. One
would have said in looking at him that there was no reason why he
should not marry if he found that such a step seemed good to him;
and looking at the age of the proposed bride, there was nothing
unsuitable in that respect.
But nevertheless he felt almost ashamed of himself, in that he
allowed himself even to think of the proposition which his niece had
made. He mounted his horse that day at Boxall Hill—for he made all
his journeys about the county on horseback—and rode slowly home to
Greshamsbury, thinking not so much of the suggested marriage as of
his own folly in thinking of it. How could he be such an ass at his
time of life as to allow the even course of his way to be disturbed
by any such idea? Of course he could not propose to himself such a
wife as Miss Dunstable without having some thoughts as to her wealth;
and it had been the pride of his life so to live that the world might
know that he was indifferent about money. His profession was all in
all to him,—the air which he breathed as well as the bread which
he ate; and how could he follow his profession if he made such a
marriage as this? She would expect him to go to London with her; and
what would he become, dangling at her heels there, known only to the
world as the husband of the richest woman in the town? The kind of
life was one which would be unsuitable to him;—and yet, as he rode
home, he could not resolve to rid himself of the idea. He went on
thinking of it, though he still continued to condemn himself for
keeping it in his thoughts. That night at home he would make up his
mind, so he declared to himself; and would then write to his niece
begging her to drop the subject. Having so far come to a resolution
he went on meditating what course of life it might be well for him
to pursue if he and Miss Dunstable should, after all, become man and
wife.
There were two ladies whom it behoved him to see on the day of
his arrival—whom, indeed, he generally saw every day except when
absent from Greshamsbury. The first of these—first in the general
consideration of the people of the place—was the wife of the squire,
Lady Arabella Gresham, a very old patient of the doctor’s. Her it was
his custom to visit early in the afternoon; and then, if he were able
to escape the squire’s daily invitation to dinner, he customarily
went to the other, Lady Scatcherd, when the rapid meal in his own
house was over. Such, at least, was his summer practice.
“Well, doctor, how are they at Boxall Hill?” said the squire,
waylaying him on the gravel sweep before the door. The squire was
very hard set for occupation in these summer months.
“Quite well, I believe.”
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