Adventure stories; Dime novels; Merriwell, Frank (Fictitious character) -- Juvenile fiction; Popular literature
Frank prayed. He fancied his whole life being blighted in one moment by
this reckless lark. He forgot that the man for whose salvation he was
praying had been almost universally despised by the students. He forgot
that Digby Rudge was a spy, a tattle-tale, a sneak and a manufacturer
of trouble unmentionable for the students. He remembered that Rudge was
a human being, and that was quite enough.
The water gurgled with the same choking sound that had been a warning
to him--a warning to which he had paid no heed. For a moment his nerve
seemed deserting him, and he longed to scream--to shriek for help.
He was angry with the current, and, almost as he prayed for the life of
Digby Rudge, he cursed the strength of the water, for he felt that it
had dragged the helpless proctor down--down.
A train came rushing along and passed over the bridge. Then he realized
that the current had carried him a long distance away, and the despair
that was crushing his heart grew stronger.
“Rudge! Rudge!”
Twice he cried out the name of the proctor. It was when the train was
yet on the bridge, and then he realized that with the water-soaked
blanket over his head the man could not answer if he heard.
But he felt that the ears of Digby Rudge were forever deaf to the sound
of a human voice. By this time the deadly water had done its work, and
the man was murdered.
Then Frank thought how four living persons besides himself had been
ruined by this wild prank that had ended in a tragedy. The lives of
the four fellows who had assisted in carrying out the scheme had been
blighted.
“I am the one who is all to blame,” he told himself. “It was my plan.
I’ll swear to that. I did the most of the work--I’ll swear to that.
Perhaps it will help them.”
His mind worked strangely then, for he felt a twinge at one thought.
He would make a clean breast of it--a full confession. He would try
to lift as much of the burden as possible from the shoulders of the
fellows with him; but he knew it would be regarded as bravado on his
part. The finger of scorn would be pointed at him, and the newspapers
would tell how he gloried in the deed. That thought hurt him.
“It will be part of my punishment,” he reasoned. “I shall deserve it
all!”
Never before in all his life had Frank felt like a criminal, and the
sensation was new to him. It was far more terrible to his sensitive
nature than anything else could be. It filled him with repulsion for
himself.
He did not try to make any excuses to himself by saying it was an
accident. He felt that there could not be an excuse, for he had been
warned by his feelings at a time when he could have stopped short of
the act which brought about the tragedy.
When he remembered how he had felt, and how he had failed to stop
then and there and set the proctor at liberty for all of anything his
companions might say, he scorned himself as a coward. He was sure he
had done one cowardly act, and this was what it had brought him to.
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