A heavy silence followed his words. In the silence the impression that
came to Gerald was as if one threw reconnoitring pebbles into a well,
expecting a swift response of shallowness, and heard instead, after a
wondering pause, the hollow reverberations of sombre, undreamed-of
depths. Franklin's eyes were on him and Helen's eyes were on him, and he
knew that in both their eyes he had proved himself once more, to say the
least of it, absurd.
'Mr. Digby,' said Franklin Kane, and his voice was so strange that it
sounded indeed like the fall of the stone in far-off darkness, 'perhaps
you are saying what we all see; but perhaps we don't all see the same
things in the same way; perhaps,' Franklin went on, finding his way,
'you don't even see some things at all.'
Gerald had flushed. 'I know I'm behaving caddishly. I've no right to say
anything until I see Althea.'
'Well, perhaps not,' Franklin conceded.
'But, you know,' said Gerald, groping too, 'it's not as if it were
really sudden--the Althea side of it, I mean. We've not hit it off at
all. I've disappointed her frightfully; it will be a relief to her, I
know--to hear'--Gerald stammered a little--'that I see now, as clearly
as she does, that we couldn't be happy together. Of course,' and he grew
still more red, 'it will be she who throws me over. And--I think I'd
better go to her at once.'
'Wait, Gerald,' said Helen.
He paused in his precipitate dash to the door. Only her gaze, till now,
had told of the chaos within her; but when Gerald said that he was going
to Althea, she found words. 'Wait a moment. I don't think that you
understand. I don't think, as Franklin says, that you see some things at
all. Do you realise what you are doing?'
Gerald stood, his hand on the door knob, and looked at her. 'Yes; I
realise it perfectly.'
'Do you realise that it will not change me and that I think you are
behaving outrageously?'
'Even if it won't change you I'd have to do it now. I can't marry
another woman when I'm in love with you.'
'Can't you? When you know that you can never marry me?'
'Even if I know that,' said Gerald, staring at her and, with his
deepening sense of complications, looking, for him, almost stern.
'Well, know it; once for all.'
'That you won't ever forgive me?' Gerald questioned.
'Put it like that if you like to,' she answered.
Gerald turned again to go, and it was now Franklin who checked him.
'Mr. Digby--wait,' he said; 'Helen--wait.' He had been looking at them
both while they interchanged their hostilities, and yet, though watching
them, he had been absent, as though he were watching something else even
more. 'What I mean, what I want to say, is this----' he rather
stammered. 'Don't please go to Althea directly. I'm to go to her this
evening. She asked me to come and see her at six.' He pulled out his
watch. 'It's five now. Will you wait? Will you wait till this evening,
please?'
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