England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Upper class families -- England -- Fiction
At the sound of the latch-key he went back to the hall.
However much he had secretly disapproved of her from the beginning,
because she had always seemed to him such an uncomfortable and
tantalising person, Stephen was impressed that night by the haunting
unhappiness of Bianca's face; as if it had been suddenly disclosed to
him that she could not help herself. This was disconcerting, being, in a
sense, a disorderly way of seeing things.
“You look tired, B.,” he said. “I'm sorry, but I thought it better to
bring this round tonight.”
Bianca glanced at the letter.
“It is to you,” she said. “I don't wish to read it, thank you.”
Stephen compressed his lips.
“But I wish you to hear it, please,” he said. “I'll read it out, if
you'll allow me.
“'CHARING CROSS STATION.
“'DEAR STEVIE,
“'I told you yesterday morning that I was going abroad alone. Afterwards
I changed my mind--I meant to take her. I went to her lodgings for the
purpose. I have lived too long amongst sentiments for such a piece
of reality as that. Class has saved me; it has triumphed over my most
primitive instincts.
“'I am going alone--back to my sentiments. No slight has been placed on
Bianca--but my married life having become a mockery, I shall not return
to it. The following address will find me, and I shall ask you presently
to send on my household gods.
“'Please let Bianca know the substance of this letter.
“'Ever your affectionate brother,
“'HILARY DALLISON.”'
With a frown Stephen folded up the letter, and restored it to his breast
pocket.
'It's more bitter than I thought,' he reflected; 'and yet he's done the
only possible thing!'
Bianca was leaning her elbow on the mantelpiece with her face turned to
the wall. Her silence irritated Stephen, whose loyalty to his brother
longed to fend a vent.
“I'm very much relieved, of course,” he said at last. “It would have
been fatal.”
She did not move, and Stephen became increasingly aware that this was a
most awkward matter to touch on.
“Of course,” he began again. “But, B., I do think you--rather--I
mean---” And again he stopped before her utter silence, her utter
immobility. Then, unable to go away without having in some sort
expressed his loyalty to Hilary, he tried once more: “Hilary is the
kindest man I know. It's not his fault if he's out of touch with
life--if he's not fit to deal with things. He's negative!”
And having thus in a single word, somewhat to his own astonishment,
described his brother, he held out his hand.
The hand which Bianca placed in it was feverishly hot. Stephen felt
suddenly compunctious.
“I'm awfully sorry,” he stammered, “about the whole thing. I'm awfully
sorry for you---”
Bianca drew back her hand.
With a little shrug Stephen turned away.
'What are you to do with women like that?' was his thought, and saying
dryly, “Good-night, B.,” he went.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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