Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of OrphanhoodRobertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
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Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of Orphanhood
Robertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
Orphans -- Fiction
"I have been wondering for a long time when all this was to come to an
end--your `docility and humility,' your `sweet bright gentleness,' as
your friend Captain Clare calls it. Oh, yes, I have been expecting it.
It is all very well within reasonable limits, obedience and submission,
and all that; but Edgar has not a particle of authority over us, and you
can wind Colonel Bentham round your finger, as you used to do with Mr
St. Cyr. It is just as well to make a stand about Selina as anything.
It must have come some time, and now we shall have the pleasant old days
back again." And so on. Yes, she grew very unhappy as she listened.
Were the old times coming back again?--the times when she did not know
where to turn to find a friend when anxiety for her little brothers and
Tessie made her heart-sick. Obedience! submission! She had not been
conscious of any such thing all this time. She had felt so safe, so
comforted, so at home with her brother and sister. They had no
authority certainly. But would it be a wise or happy thing to take even
the smallest of these affairs out of their hands into her own?
If only Edgar would be reasonable about Selina! No, she could not part
from her. She could bear it for herself; but what could Selina do
without her?
"I cannot, cannot let her go."
Tessie's voice startled her again. She was laughing merrily.
"I declare, Fred, I could quite have fancied myself at home again. I
had forgotten how _grand_ you could be;" and she threw back her head
with an air, and marched to the door as her sister had done. "You quite
frightened Cecilia, I could see. As for Edgar, I think he was laughing
a little. He cannot be harder to overcome than Madame Ascot. This
`turning the other cheek' is all very well to talk about; but Edgar has
no real authority over us, and if you are firm now, Fred, we shall have
it all our own way."
Did she want to have it all her own way? Had Edgar no authority over
them? Would her father have said that? And without him what was to be
done with the brothers or with Tessie, should she grow wilful, as she
used to be? And as to "the other cheek"! Had Edgar smitten her on the
one cheek? Was she right in resenting what he had planned and what he
had said to her? And now here was Tessie laughing and delighted at her
anger and her pride. Poor Fred! The very foundations seemed to be
removing. The tears she had kept back with such difficulty flowed
freely; but all this time she had never uttered a word.
"I thought it was all over and at an end, my foolish anger and pride and
disobedience, and now, at the very first word of opposition, I am as bad
as ever. Oh! if it were anything else, I would give up, and not mind!
Hush, Tessie," she said aloud, "you do not understand. No, you are not
to speak to Selina. I must think about it first. Edgar never was
unkind before. Perhaps to-morrow he may change his plans."
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