Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of OrphanhoodRobertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
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Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of Orphanhood
Robertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
Orphans -- Fiction
"Oh!" said Frederica eagerly, "you are one of the sisters?"
"I am a nursing sister, yes."
"And were they willing to let you come here? You do not wear the
sisters' dress. It was a very good thing you came here. What should we
have done all this time? Was it Mr St. Cyr who sent you? Do you like
to stay here, better than in the Hospital?"
Frederica could not expect that all her questions should be answered.
Miss Agnace looked relieved as she listened to her.
"Yes, it was Mr St. Cyr who sent me. I like to stay here very well. I
am glad to be of use."
"You are very kind. I ought to call you Sister Agnace, ought I not? or
`Ma tante,' as the convent girls do? How odd that you should be here!
And have you been nursing sick people all your life? You must have seen
a great many sorrowful sights."
"Yes, a great many sorrowful sights," repeated Miss Agnace gravely; "but
not all sorrowful. I have seen the joyful ending of many a troubled
life, which is a happy thing to see."
And she told her that night, and afterwards, about many sorrowful and
joyful things, sickness and pain, grief and disappointment, and the
blessed endings of all these; and a new view of life was presented to
Frederica as she listened. She was getting better by this time, but not
rapidly, and she did not grow cheerful and bright, as she ought to have
done, when she was able to go out with her little brothers in the fine
April days. Mrs Brandon came to see her, and would have taken her home
with her for a few days, for a change, but because of baby it was not
considered safe to do so, and she was obliged to content herself with
the company of Miss Agnace and an hour's reading now and then.
She was not very happy these days. She did not look back with much
satisfaction on the winter. It had been agreeable enough in passing,
and she had not been taught that such a life was wrong, or might lead to
wrong--that "she who liveth in pleasure is dead while she liveth." But
somehow she was not content with herself. She had a feeling that she
had "been weighed in the balance, and found wanting;" that she had not
proved herself wise, or sensible, or discreet, as she had sometimes been
called; that she had been seeking her own pleasure rather than the
comfort of her mother and Selina. She had even been able to look
forward to the prospect of leaving them for a long time, not without
pain, certainly, but still with a vague expectation of enjoying the
change for herself. She had failed them, and thinking about it made her
more unhappy than she had ever been in all her life before.
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