Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of OrphanhoodRobertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
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Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of Orphanhood
Robertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
Orphans -- Fiction
"_I_ know we are very ignorant; but I do not think it is wrong in us to
read and to try to understand God's Word for ourselves, and I believe
God will teach us, and mama too. We will not fear."
In the meantime Mr Jerome had still been making frequent visits to Mrs
Vane's house, where he made himself very agreeable to the children.
Selina's music progressed rapidly, and she had increasing pleasure in
it. The boys and even Tessie welcomed him with the indiscriminating
liking which children bestow on those who take pains to please and win
them. Frederica said to herself, that this liking and Selina's progress
ought to be sufficient reason for her liking him too. And it might have
been so if the priest had been content to treat her as a child.
But she was not a child, and he touched with her on graver matters than
a child could comprehend. He was aware of her reading the Bible with
her mother and the rest, and of her anxious questionings of Sister
Agnace, and her wish to be religious and do right, and he was more than
willing to give counsel and direction with regard to these matters. But
on these things Frederica would never enter with him. At first she
could give no better reason for this, than that "he had not a nice
face," which she acknowledged was a very foolish reason. But afterwards
she had a reason which was all-powerful with her: he made her mother
unhappy. He spoke softly and soothingly to her, as far as words and
manners went: but he never came but he said some words that left her
anxious and troubled either for herself or her children. He intimated
his belief that she had forsaken the true Church--the Church of her
fathers--when she married Mr Vane, and that all her ill-health and
unhappiness had come upon her as a punishment for this wrong step. He
never said all this to her in words at one time; but he uttered a word
now and then, breathed a sigh, spoke a soft regret, or as soft a
warning, that left the poor soul never quite at ease. He never spoke
thus to her in the presence of her children. Without them there is
little doubt that he could easily have bent the poor broken-spirited
woman to his will--brought her to repentance and a better mind, he would
have called it. But Selina's gentleness, and Frederica's sense of her
mother's helplessness and dependence, were a strong defence to their
mother. At this time Frederica saw that she was unhappy a good while
before she knew that the priest had anything to do with it. When she
did know it, she resented it angrily, and told him with more than
sufficient warmth, that it was neither kind nor wise of him to come with
his hard words and harder judgments, to unsettle and perplex the mind of
one so tender and delicate.
"Perhaps you mean it kindly, but it is not real kindness to make poor
mama unhappy and afraid. You have your religion, and we have ours. We
will not interfere with each other," said Frederica, with trembling
dignity.
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