Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of OrphanhoodRobertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
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Frederica and her Guardians; Or, The Perils of Orphanhood
Robertson, Margaret M. (Margaret Murray)
Orphans -- Fiction
"She is no longer the same," said she, in one of her many confidences to
Father Jerome. "They were reading about `a new creature' the other day.
That is what she has become. `Old things have passed away, all things
have become new.' I do not understand it. Is it well with her, think
you, father? If at the end you are with her, to lay hands on her and
touch her with the oil of blessing, do you not think it may be well with
her? It is Jesus on whom she relies. Is that enough, father?"
"Let us wait until the end," said Father Jerome gravely, and to Sister
Agnace he would say no more.
Nor did he say a word now to disturb the peace of the dying woman. He
could hardly have done so; for whenever he came he found one or both of
the girls sitting by her side, and they would suffer no word to be
uttered to trouble her. Indeed, he seemed to have no wish to utter any
such word, and he came but seldom as the end drew near.
His brother was ill again, "failing fast," he told Frederica, when she
enquired. It was Mr Jerome who did for them all that Mr St. Cyr would
have done, had he been well. He sent for their brothers when their
mother grew worse. He was kind and thoughtful for them in many ways,
and said never a word to remind them that he believed them to be all
wrong, or that their mother, dying out of the true Church, was going to
no certainty of rest or happiness.
Did he doubt it? Who can tell? He stood beside the dying bed in
wonder. "A new creature!" Yes, there was no better word for it than
that. She was changed. Instead of the fears, and cares, and anxious
questionings of former days, there was in her heart and in her face "the
peace that passeth understanding," "the joy unspeakable," which is
theirs whom God loves.
"I am not afraid. `He loved me, and gave Himself for me,'" she said
with difficulty, as he stooped for a moment over her.
Afraid! No. There was no shadow of fear on the radiant face turned
towards him, and in his heart, for the moment at least, he acknowledged
that she had no cause for fear. That there was need or room for any man
to come between this passing soul and the Saviour who loved her, whom
she loved, whom she hoped so soon to behold, could not surely be. It
was as though she already beheld Him, he could not but acknowledge. But
looking up, and meeting the gaze of Sister Agnace's asking eyes, he
spoke no such word to her.
"Is she safe?" asked she eagerly. "Will you let her die unblessed of
the Church? and must she perish?"
But he did not answer.
"May God have mercy on us all," said he solemnly.
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