Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
He waited a considerable time, and then sent up word that he wanted to
see her. He did not want to see this thing closed in this fashion with
no chance to at least berate her, to see what new lie she would tell.
After a while she came down, pale and seemingly exhausted, a weary look
about her eyes as though she had not slept. To his astonishment she
came over quite simply to where he was sitting, and when he stood up at
her approach as if to ward her off, stood before him, seemingly weaker
and more hopeless than ever. What an excellent actress, he thought! He
had never seen her so downcast, so completely overcome, so wilted.
“Well,” he began as she stood there, “what new lie have you fixed up to
tell me this morning?”
“No lie,” she replied softly.
“What! Not a single lie? Anyhow, you’ll begin by shamming contrition,
won’t you? You’re doing that already. Your friends made you do it, of
course, didn’t they? Tilney was right there--and Mrs. Skelton! They
were all waiting for you when you went up, and told you just what to do
and how it had to be done, wasn’t that it? And you had to do it, too,
didn’t you?” he sneered cynically.
“I told you I didn’t have anything to say,” she answered. “I didn’t do
anything--I mean I didn’t intend to--except to signal you to run, but
when you burst in on me that way----” He waved an impatient hand. “Oh,
all right,” she went on sadly. “I can’t help it if you won’t believe
me. But it’s true just the same. Everything you think, all except that
automobile plot, and this is true, but I’m not asking you to believe
me any more. I can’t help it if you won’t. It’s too late. But I had to
go through my part anyhow. Please don’t look at me that way, Ed--not
so hard. You don’t know how really weak I am, or what it is that makes
me do these things. But I didn’t want to do anything to hurt you last
night, not when I left you. And I didn’t. I hadn’t the slightest
intention, really I hadn’t. Oh, well, sneer if you want to! I couldn’t
help myself, though, just the same--believe it or not. Nothing was
farther from my mind when I came in, only--oh, what a state my life has
come to, anyhow!” she suddenly exclaimed. “You don’t know. Your life’s
not a mess, like mine. People have never had you in any position where
they could make you do things. That’s just the trouble--men never know
women really.” (“I should say not!” he interpolated.) “But I have had
to do so many things I didn’t want to do--but I’m not pleading with
you, Ed, really I’m not. I know it’s all over between us and no use,
only I wish I could make you believe that as bad as I am I’ve never
wanted to be as bad to you as I’ve seemed. Really, I haven’t. Oh,
honestly----”
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