Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
And yet two weeks later, due to a telephone message from her to his
office for just one word, a few minutes, anywhere that he would
suggest, they met again, this time merely for a moment, as he told
himself and her. It was foolish, he shouldn’t do it, but still---- At
this interview, somehow, Imogene managed to establish a claim on his
emotions which it was not easy to overcome. It was in one of the small
side booths in the rather out-of-the-way Grill Parzan Restaurant in
the great financial district. Protesting that it was only because she
wished to see him just once more that she had done this, she had come
here, she said, after having dropped instantly and completely out of
the life at Triton Hall, not returning even for her wardrobe, as he
understood it, and hiding away in an unpretentious quarter of the city
until she could make up her mind what to do. She seemed, and said she
was, much alone, distrait. She did not know what was to become of her
now, what might befall her. Still, she was not so unhappy if only he
would not think badly of her any more. He had to smile at her seemingly
pathetic faith in what love might do for her. To think that love should
turn a woman about like this! It was fascinating, and so sad. He was
fond of her in a platonic way, he now told himself, quite sincerely
so. Her interest in him was pleasing, even moving, “But what is it
you expect of me?” he kept saying over and over. “You know we can’t
go on with this. There’s ‘the girl’ and the kid. I won’t do anything
to harm them, and besides, the campaign is just beginning. Even this
is ridiculously foolish of me. I’m taking my career in my hands. This
lunch will have to be the last, I tell you.”
“Well, Ed,” she agreed wistfully, looking at him at the very close of
the meal, “you have made up your mind, haven’t you? Then you’re not
going to see me any more? You seem so distant, now that we’re back in
town. Do you feel so badly toward me, Ed? Am I really so bad?”
“Well, Imogene, you see for yourself how it is, don’t you?” he went on.
“It can’t be. You are more or less identified with that old crowd, even
though you don’t want to be. They know things about you, you say, and
they certainly wouldn’t be slow to use them if they had any reason for
so doing. Of course they don’t know anything yet about this confession,
unless you’ve told them, and I don’t propose that they shall so long as
I don’t have to use it. As for me, I have to think of my wife and kid,
and I don’t want to do anything to hurt them. If ever Emily found this
out it would break her all up, and I don’t want to do that. She’s been
too square, and we’ve gone through too much together. I’ve thought it
all over, and I’m convinced that what I’m going to do is for the best.
We have to separate, and I came here to-day to tell you that I can’t
see you any more. It can’t be, Imogene, can’t you see that?”
“Not even for a little while?”
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