Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
Duer stirred with opposition at this, for she was striking him on
his tenderest spot--his pride. It was true that he did lack dignity
at times. He knew it. Because of his affection for the beautiful
or interesting things--women, men, dramatic situations, songs,
anything--he sometimes became very gay and free, talking loudly,
using slang expressions, laughing boisterously. It was a failing with
him, he knew. He carried it to excess at times. His friends, his most
intimate ones in the musical profession had noted it before this. In
his own heart he regretted these things afterward, but he couldn’t help
them, apparently. He liked excitement, freedom, gaiety--naturalness,
as he called it--it helped him in his musical work, but it hurt him
tremendously if he thought that any one else noticed it as out of the
ordinary. He was exceedingly sensitive, and this developing line of
criticism of Marjorie’s was something new to him. He had never noticed
anything of that in her before marriage.
Up to the time of the ceremony, and for a little while afterward, it
had appeared to him as if he were lord and master. She had always
seemed so dependent on him, so anxious that he should take her. Why,
her very life had been in his hands, as it were, or so he had thought!
And now--he tried to think back over the evening and see what it was he
had done or said, but he couldn’t remember anything. Everything seemed
innocent enough. He couldn’t recall a single thing, and yet----
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he replied sourly,
withdrawing into himself. “I haven’t noticed that I lack dignity so
much. I have a right to be cheerful, haven’t I? You seem to be finding
a lot that’s wrong with me.”
“Now please don’t get angry, Duer,” she persisted, anxious to apply the
corrective measure of her criticism, but willing, at the same time, to
use the quickness of his sympathy for her obvious weakness and apparent
helplessness to shield herself from him. “I can’t ever tell you
anything if you’re going to be angry. You don’t lack dignity generally,
honey-bun! You only forget at times. Don’t you know how it is?”
She was cuddling up to him, her voice quavering, her hand stroking his
cheek, in a curious effort to combine affection and punishment at the
same time. Duer felt nothing but wrath, resentment, discouragement,
failure.
“No, I don’t,” he replied crossly. “What did I do? I don’t recall doing
anything that was so very much out of the way.”
“It wasn’t that it was so very much, honey; it was just the way you did
it. You forget, I know. But it doesn’t look right. It belittles you.”
“What did I do?” he insisted impatiently.
“Why, it wasn’t anything so very much. It was just when you had the
pictures of those new sculptures which Mr. Hatton lent you, and
you were showing them to Miss Russell. Don’t you remember what you
said--how you called her over to you?”
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