Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
“Supposing it was? What’s it to you? I don’t belong to you yet, do
I? I told you there wasn’t any one, and I wish you’d let me alone
about that. I couldn’t help it last Thursday--that’s all--and I don’t
want you to be fussing with me--that’s all. If you don’t want to, you
needn’t come any more, anyhow.”
“Don’t say that, Shirley,” pleaded Barton. “You don’t mean that. I
won’t bother you, though, if you don’t want me any more.”
And because Shirley sulked, not knowing what else to do, he had gone
and she had not seen him since.
And then sometime later when she had thus broken with Barton, avoiding
the railway station where he worked, Arthur had failed to come at his
appointed time, sending no word until the next day, when a note came to
the store saying that he had been out of town for his firm over Sunday
and had not been able to notify her, but that he would call Tuesday.
It was an awful blow. At the time, Shirley had a vision of what was to
follow. It seemed for the moment as if the whole world had suddenly
been reduced to ashes, that there was nothing but black charred cinders
anywhere--she felt that about all life. Yet it all came to her clearly
then that this was but the beginning of just such days and just such
excuses, and that soon, soon, he would come no more. He was beginning
to be tired of her and soon he would not even make excuses. She felt
it, and it froze and terrified her.
And then, soon after, the indifference which she feared did
follow--almost created by her own thoughts, as it were. First, it
was a meeting he had to attend somewhere one Wednesday night when he
was to have come for her. Then he was going out of town again, over
Sunday. Then he was going away for a whole week--it was absolutely
unavoidable, he said, his commercial duties were increasing--and once
he had casually remarked that nothing could stand in the way where
she was concerned--never! She did not think of reproaching him with
this; she was too proud. If he was going, he must go. She would not be
willing to say to herself that she had ever attempted to hold any man.
But, just the same, she was agonized by the thought. When he was with
her, he seemed tender enough; only, at times, his eyes wandered and he
seemed slightly bored. Other girls, particularly pretty ones, seemed to
interest him as much as she did.
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