Short stories, American; United States -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction
It was six-fifteen one evening when, coming out of the store in which
she worked, she turned her step disconsolately homeward. Her heart
was heavy, her face rather pale and drawn. She had stopped in the
store’s retiring-room before coming out to add to her charms as much as
possible by a little powder and rouge and to smooth her hair. It would
not take much to reallure her former sweetheart, she felt sure--and yet
it might not be so easy after all. Suppose he had found another? But
she could not believe that. It had scarcely been long enough since he
had last attempted to see her, and he was really so very, very fond of
her and so faithful. He was too slow and certain in his choosing--he
had been so with her. Still, who knows? With this thought, she went
forward in the evening, feeling for the first time the shame and pain
that comes of deception, the agony of having to relinquish an ideal and
the feeling of despair that comes to those who find themselves in the
position of suppliants, stooping to something which in better days and
better fortune they would not know. Arthur was the cause of this.
When she reached the station, the crowd that usually filled it at this
hour was swarming. There were so many pairs like Arthur and herself
laughing and hurrying away or so she felt. First glancing in the small
mirror of a weighing scale to see if she were still of her former
charm, she stopped thoughtfully at a little flower stand which stood
outside, and for a few pennies purchased a tiny bunch of violets. She
then went inside and stood near the window, peering first furtively to
see if he were present. He was. Bent over his work, a green shade over
his eyes, she could see his stolid, genial figure at a table. Stepping
back a moment to ponder, she finally went forward and, in a clear
voice, asked,
“May I have a blank, please?”
The infatuation of the discarded Barton was such that it brought him
instantly to his feet. In his stodgy, stocky way he rose, his eyes
glowing with a friendly hope, his mouth wreathed in smiles, and came
over. At the sight of her, pale, but pretty--paler and prettier,
really, than he had ever seen her--he thrilled dumbly.
“How are you, Shirley?” he asked sweetly, as he drew near, his eyes
searching her face hopefully. He had not seen her for so long that he
was intensely hungry, and her paler beauty appealed to him more than
ever. Why wouldn’t she have him? he was asking himself. Why wouldn’t
his persistent love yet win her? Perhaps it might. “I haven’t seen you
in a month of Sundays, it seems. How are the folks?”
“They’re all right, Bart,” she smiled archly, “and so am I. How have
you been? It has been a long time since I’ve seen you. I’ve been
wondering how you were. Have you been all right? I was just going to
send a message.”
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