Free Opinions, Freely Expressed on Certain Phases of Modern Social Life and ConductCorelli, Marie
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Free Opinions, Freely Expressed on Certain Phases of Modern Social Life and Conduct
Corelli, Marie
English essays -- 20th century; Great Britain -- Social life and customs -- 20th century
My love
Is as the very centre of the earth
Drawing all things to it.
--_Troilus and Cressida._
There is perhaps no emotion more elevating or more deceptive than that
sudden uplifting of the heart and yearning of the senses which may be
called “imaginary” Love. It resembles the stirring of the sap in the
roots of flowers, thrilling the very ground with hints and promises of
spring,--it is the unspeakable outcoming of human emotion and sympathy
too great to be contained within itself,--the tremulous desire,--half
vague and wholly innocent,--of the human soul for its mate. The lower
grades of passion have not as yet ruffled the quivering white wings
of this divinely sweet emotion, and the being who is happy enough to
experience it in all its intensity, is, for the time, the most enviable
on earth. Youth or maiden, whichever it be, the world is a fairyland
for this chosen dreamer. Nothing appears base or mean,--God’s smile
is reflected in every ray of sunshine, and Nature offers no prospect
that is not pleasing. It is the season of glamour and grammarye,--a
look over the distant hills is sufficient to engage the mind of the
dreaming girl with brilliant fancies of gallant knights riding from
far-off countries, with their lady’s colours pinned to their breasts
“to do or die” for the sake of love and glory,--and the young boy, half
in love with a pretty face he has seen on his way home from school or
college, begins to think with all the poets, of eyes blue as skies,
of loves and doves, and hearts and darts, in happy unconsciousness
that his thoughts are not in the least original. Yet with all its
ethereal beauty and gossamer-sense of pleasure, this “imaginary”
love is often the most pathetic experience we have or ever shall
have in life. It is answerable for numberless griefs,--for bitter
disillusions,--occasionally, too, for broken hearts. It glitters
before us, a brilliant chimera, during our very young days,--and on
our entrance into society it vanishes, leaving us to pursue it through
many phases of existence, and always in vain. The poet is perhaps
the happiest of all who join in this persistent chase after the
impossible,--for he frequently continues to imagine “imaginary” love
with ecstasy and fervour to the very end of his days. Next in order
comes the musician, who in the composition of a melancholy nocturne
or tender ballad, or in the still greater work of a romantic opera,
imagines “imaginary” love in strains of perfect sound, which waken
in the hearts of his hearers all the old feverish longings, all the
dear youthful dreams, all the delicious romances which accompanied the
lovely white-winged Sentiment in days past and dead for ever. Strange
to say, it often happens that the musician, while thus appeasing his
own insatiable thirst for “imaginary” love, is frequently aware that
he is arousing it in others; and could he probe to the very fibres of
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