"By falling into sin through love. My wife, though village born, had
scruples about the form of marriage in use among our people, and
begged me to indulge her weakness on that point by marrying her in the
parish church. It was a proper thing for her to ask; a very hard thing
for me to grant; for law and right are here at strife, and one must
take his chance of rejecting either man or God. The time is not a
reign of grace, and nothing that we do is lawful in the sight of
Heaven. We take no sacraments; for the apostolic priesthood has passed
away. No man alive has power to bind and loose, or even to marry and
to shrive."
"Still you marry?"
"Yes; outwardly, according to a form; not inwardly, according to the
Spirit. Besides, the law does not admit our form; the Orthodox say we
are not married, and the courts declare our children basely born.
Hence, some of our women crave to be wedded as the code directs, in
the parish church, by an Orthodox priest. I could not blame poor Mary
for her weakness, though she wished me to marry her in a way that
would insult my kindred, harass my mother, and cause me to be removed
from my office, and degraded from my rank as priest. I loved the girl
and we went to church."
Fedor stands beside me, tall and lank, with mild blue eyes and yellow
locks, a serge blouse hanging round his figure, caught at the waist by
a broad red belt; his figure and face suggesting less of the meek Russ
peasant than of the fiery northern skald. Quaint books, with old
bronze clasps and leather ties, are in his arms. These books he
spreads before me with mysterious silence, pointing out passage after
passage, written in a dashing style--partly in red letters, partly in
black--in the dead Slavonic tongue. He looks a very unlikely man to
have lost the world for love.
"Your marriage got you into trouble?"
"Yes; a man who marries plunges into care."
"But though you have lost your priesthood, you are not expelled from
the community?"
"Not expelled in words; yet I am not received into fellowship; not
having yet performed the necessary acts."
"What acts?"
"The acts of penitence. Being married, I am not allowed to pass the
church door; only to stand on the outer steps, salute the worshippers,
and listen to the sacred sounds. I am expected to stand in the street,
bareheaded, through the summer's sun and the winter frost; to bend my
knee to every one going in; to beg his pardon of my offense; and to
solicit his prayers at the throne of grace."
"How long will your time of penitence last?"
"Years, years!" he answers sadly; "if I were rich enough to do nothing
else, I could be purified in six weeks. The penance is for forty days;
but forty successive days; and I have never yet found time to give up
forty days, in any one season, to the cleansing of my fame. But some
year I shall find them."
"How does this failure affect your wife? Is she received into the
church?"
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