Let the last trumpet sound when it will, I will come, with this book
in my hand, and present myself before the Sovereign Judge. I will
boldly proclaim: Thus have I acted, thus have I thought, such was I.
With equal frankness have I disclosed the good and the evil. I have
omitted nothing bad, added nothing good; and if I have happened to
make use of some unimportant ornament, it has, in every case, been
simply for the purpose of filling up a void occasioned by my lack of
memory. I may have taken for granted as true what I knew to be
possible, never what I knew to be false. Such as I was, I have
exhibited myself--despicable and vile, when so; virtuous, generous,
sublime, when so. I have unveiled my interior being, such as Thou,
Eternal Existence, hast beheld it. Assemble around me the numberless
throng of my fellow-mortals; let them listen to my confessions, let
them blush at my depravities, let them shrink appalled at my miseries.
Let each of them, in his turn, with equal sincerity, lay bare his
heart at the foot of thy throne, and then let a single one tell thee,
if he dare, _I was better than that man_.
Notwithstanding our autobiographer's disavowal of debt to example for
the idea of his "Confessions," it seems clear that Montaigne here was at
least inspiration, if not pattern, to Rousseau. But Rousseau resolved to
do what Montaigne had done, more ingenuously and more courageously than
Montaigne had done it. This writer will make himself his subject, and
then treat his subject with greater frankness than any man before him
ever used about himself, or than any man after him would ever use. He
undoubtedly succeeded in his attempt. His frankness, in fact, is so
forward and eager that it is probably even inventive of things
disgraceful to himself. Montaigne makes great pretense of telling his
own faults, but you observe that he generally chooses rather amiable
faults of his own to tell. Rousseau's morbid vulgarity leads him to
disclose traits in himself of character or of behavior, that, despite
whatever contrary wishes on your part, compel your contempt of the man.
And it is for the man who confesses, almost more than for the man who is
guilty, that you feel the contempt.
The "Confessions" proceed:
I was born at Geneva, in 1712, of Isaac Rousseau and Susannah Bernard,
citizens.... I came into the world weak and sickly. I cost my mother
her life, and my birth was the first of my misfortunes.
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