American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
I looked up--they were laughing at me--I am accustomed to be laughed
at--so it neither moved nor astonished me. They had been laughing
because I had been reading so long, and so intently, the advertising
page of my daily paper. And why not? when it is often to me the most
interesting part of it. To be sure, I look at it with a pair of eyes
that have not always been undimmed with tears; I think sometimes of the
unwritten tragedy there may be in a four-line advertisement which scarce
arrests the careless, laughing eye. I think of the days and nights of
misery it took, the suffering and privation, to goad the sensitive heart
up to its first appeal to the public ear--the trembling fingers which
may have penned it--the tears which well-nigh obliterated it--the leaden
feet which bore it, almost helplessly, to its destination.
No, I was not vexed that they laughed at me, for how should they,
whose life-path had been always flower-bestrown, think of these sad
things?
I had been reading what follows. Listen
“A young lady, suddenly thrown upon her own resources for
support, desires a situation as Governess. She can teach all the
English branches, understands French, German, and Italian, and
would be willing to accept even the smallest compensation.”
I saw her! homeless--friendless--heart-broken; willing to accept the
most humiliating, grinding conditions for a safe and _immediate_ shelter
for her innocence. I saw the cold, calculating eye of some lady
fashionist fasten upon the touching appeal. I saw her place the young
girl’s pressing necessities in one scale, and her avarice in the other.
I saw her include, in her acceptance of the post of governess, that of
lace-laundress and nursery-maid; and I saw the poor young creature
meekly, even thankfully, accept the conditions, while her wealthy
patroness questioned her qualifications, depreciated her services, and
secretly rejoiced at securing such a prize, at such an economical rate
of compensation.
I saw another young girl similarly situated, but even less fortunate
than the one of whom I have spoken. I saw the libidinous eye of a wretch
who reads the advertising sheet with an eye to “young governesses,”
fasten upon her advertisement. I saw him engage her, as he has others,
for some fictitious family, in some fictitious place, constituting
himself the head of it, and her escort on the way--only to turn, alas!
her sweet innocent trust into the bitter channel of a life-long and
unavailing remorse.
I took up the paper and read again:
“Who wants a boy?--A widower, with six children, will dispose of
an infant to some family inclined to receive it.”
That a widower might possibly be so situated as to render such a
measure necessary, I could conceive, but that a _father_ could pen such
a brusque, hilarious, jocular--“_halloa-there_”--announcement of the
fact, rather stunned me.
“Who wants a boy?”
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