American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
One lovely moonlight night, I was returning late from the opera, with
a gentleman friend, the delicious tones I had heard still floating
through my charmed brain. Suddenly from out a dark angle in a building
we passed, issued a woman; old, not in years, but in misery, for her
long, brown hair curtained a face whose beauty had been its owner’s
direst curse. To my dying day I shall never forget the horrid oaths of
that wretched woman as she faced the moonlight and me. Perhaps I had
evoked some vision of happier days, when she, too, had a protecting arm
to lean upon; sure I am, could she have read my heart, she would not
have cursed me. But oh, the wide gulf between what she must have been
and what she was! Oh, the dreadful reckoning to be required at the hands
of him who defaced this temple of the living God, and left it a
shapeless, blackened ruin!
CHARLOTTE BRONTE.
Who has not read “Jane Eyre?” and who has not longed to know the
personal history of its gifted author? At last we have it. Poor
Charlotte Bronte! So have I seen a little bird trying bravely with
outspread wings to soar, and as often beaten back by the gathering
storm-cloud--not discouraged--biding its time for another trial--singing
feebly its quivering notes as if to keep up its courage--growing bolder
in each essay till the eye ached in watching its triumphant
progress--up--up--into the clear blue of heaven.
Noble Charlotte Bronte! worthy to receive the baptism of fire which is
sent to purify earth’s gifted. I see her on the gloomy moors of Haworth,
in the damp parsonage-house--skirted by the grave-yard, sickening with
its unwholesome exhalations, crushing down, at the stern bidding of
duty, her gloomy thoughts and aspirations; tending patiently the
irritable sick, performing cheerfully the most menial household
offices; the days “passing in a slow and dead march;” cheered by no
mother’s loving smile, or rewarding kiss; waiting patiently upon the
hard, selfish, unsympathizing father, who saw, one by one, his gifted
daughters sink into untimely graves, for want of the love, and sympathy,
and companionship for which their yearning hearts were aching.
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