American essays -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“By-and-by, darling,” said her mother, coaxingly, laying her gently back
upon the pillow, as she would an infant, “by-and-by, Mary, when you are
stronger.”
“No--_now_” she replied, a spasm of pain contracting her features. “Is
he--is he--_there_? How long have I lain here?”
“Two months, Mary.”
“Two months,” exclaimed poor Mary, in terror, “two months. O, mamma,
if you ever loved me, if you want me to live--take me to him. Two
months! He will think!--O, dear, mamma, take me to Percy!”
“Yes--yes, you _shall_ go,” said Jacob, “only don’t cry. I would shed
my heart’s blood to save you one tear. You shall go, Mary, even to that
curs--”
“Well--well, I won’t say it,” said the old man, kissing her forehead;
“but mind, it is only for _your_ sake--here--Lucy, quick, she is
fainting.”
Another week passed by, poor Mary making superhuman efforts to sit up,
to gain strength to accomplish her heart’s wish. Jacob would look at
her wasted figure, till the curse rose to his lip, and then rush
suddenly from her presence.
“I did not think I could do this, even for her,” muttered Jacob, on the
morning of their visit to the prison. “I don’t know what has come over
me, Lucy--sometimes I wonder if I _am_ Jacob. I don’t care for any
thing, so she don’t grieve.”
The carriage came--in silence the sad trio moved toward the prison.
“Can’t do it,” whispered Jacob to Lucy, as they stopped before the door;
“I thought I could go in with her; but I can’t do it, not even for Mary.
The old feeling has come back. I can’t look on that man’s face without
crushing him as I would a viper;” and the old man left them in the
turnkey’s office, returned to the carriage, twitched down the blinds,
and threw himself back upon the seat.
Ah! how much the poor heart may bear! Mary sat in the prison
office--still--motionless!--but a bright spot burned upon her cheek, and
her tone was fearful in its calmness, and Lucy asked her again “if she
were strong enough to go through with it.” How distinctly the turnkey’s
clock ticked! What a quantity of false keys and other implements which
had been taken from refractory prisoners, were on exhibition in the
glass case! How the clerk stared at them as they registered their names
in the book! What a mockery for that little bird to sing in his cage,
over Mary’s head! How crushed and broken-hearted the poor woman looked
in the black bonnet, on the bench, waiting to see her prodigal son! How
sad his young wife beside her, with the unconscious baby sleeping on her
breast! The room grew smaller--the air grew stifled.
“You can go now, ma’am,” said the turnkey, rattling his keys and
addressing Lucy.
“In a moment, please,” said Lucy, with a quivering lip, as Mary fell
from her chair:--“Some water quick, please, sir”--and she untied the
strings of Mary’s hat.
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