'I can only say, Latimer, that we must be ready to part with
everything, at every moment; for they are none of them our own,' said
Ellen, 'and learn to give ourselves and all we have into his hands.'
'True wisdom, my dear. May I never forget the changes which have
been wrought within these few weeks! May I ever remember the Lord's
hand, accept all I have as from Him, do all I do as unto Him, and
yield all my thoughts, hopes, and wishes to His will!'
'Ah, dear Latimer! in such faith, how delightful it is to wait all
our appointed time, until our change comes!'
It would be useless to give the account of Latimer's journey to
Padua, his interview with Erasmus, his giving up his Fellowship at
All-Souls', Oxford, and his return to Ipswich after these things.
Strange changes quickly followed, which shall be discussed as more in
accordance with the narrative.
CHAPTER XXIV.
AFFECTIONS.
Youth has powerful struggles with itself to command its various
affections in the order of wisdom. Early education, it is well
known, not only from the wisest man's declaration, but from the
world's constant experience, will do much in the tuition of
self-governance. Men talk of tempers, passions, and affections, as
if they were the predominant powers over the soul. These may be all
subdued and brought into subjection by the constant exercise of
prayer for grace. A man always does well to subdue his natural
infirmities of temper, and to pray against their power, to control
his passions, and to calm his affections. He cannot do these things
without help.
Wolsey's was a wonderfully strong mind in his youth. Yet he had very
violent passions, as men of great talents frequently have. He fled
to Oxford for occupation; devoted himself with ardor to his classical
pursuits, became bursar to his college, built the famous Magdalen
Tower, and instructed the Marquis of Dorset's children, in his school
and yet was not the happy man he looked to be. Though methodical in
all he did, his spirit was not gifted with humility.
He was very proud of his tower, spared ne expense from the college
funds, or from his own private purse, and was very angry with the
president and fellows for accusing him of extravagance, when he knew
that he was doing all he could for the future honor and ornament of
his college. He suffered at this time a very great deal of
mortification, and, in writing to his mother, confessed that he was
almost tired of his college career.
Latimer wrote to him repeatedly; but, as may be supposed, this was no
particular comfort to his proud but disappointed spirit. To be
reminded of Freston Tower, and of the days of his youthful ambition,
when he was in his lonely college-room, or walking in the gloomy
cloisters, was indeed vexatious to his haughty and unsubdued soul.
This, however, was nothing compared with the trial he had afterwards
to endure, the very bitterest which the human heart has to suffer.
It was occasioned by the following conversation:
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