'No, father, no! but yet there is an alteration in thy very
appearance--in the smile with which thou greetest us, and in the
expression of thy countenance, which, though the prevailing feature
be anxiety, is yet something new for thee to wear.'
'Upon my word, young man, thy perceptions are wonderfully sharpened
by matrimony. Thou mayst perceive in me what I cannot discover in
myself. Perhaps thou wilt be disposed to attribute this alteration
of my features to the kind and hospitable reception of the lord of
this mansion.'
'I may do this sincerely, father, and it is always a good sign when
the nobles of a land call forth the lively learning and cheerful
spirits of those who spend too many of their days in retirement. I
rejoice to see thee here.'
'And I to be here, my son; and to see thee and the fair prize thou
hast borne away from the banks of the Orwell.'
'Nay, father, I have not yet left the lovely banks of this noble
river, though I have become a resident in the town of Ipswich; and I
shall be happy to exercise the duties of hospitality towards thee, as
well there as in this present place; and I tell thee again, that I
believe thine ascetic face will assume even there a more generous
character than it does here.'
'Alas! my son, I have spent years of solitude in my priory, and am
little accustomed to the intercourse of any but our own fraternity.
If long habits of privation, and a complete exclusion from that world
in which I was once too great a participator in my youth; if, indeed,
the heavy burthen of my sins, and of one great crime can be atoned
for by years of penitential devotion to solitude, and prayer, and
study, such as I have pursued, I may hope that I have some merit in
depriving myself of the society of my fellow creatures, that I may
commune with my God.'
'Ha! my father! And dost thou think thou hast atoned by these
privations for thine early indulgences in sin? Thou and I see things
in a wonderfully different light. To my mind, thou art seeking thine
own righteousness and not submitting thyself to the righteousness of
God. If thou couldst flagellate thy flesh until thy skin was
excoriated from the crown of thine head to the sole of thy foot; if
thou couldst count thy beads from sunrise to sunset, and from night
until morning every year of thy life; if thou couldst walk barefoot
from Rome to Jerusalem, or from one end of the world to the other;
shave thy head, wear sack-cloth all thy days, and never smile upon
youth or life; thou couldst make no atonement for the very least of
thy sins; much less for any crime which weighs heavy on thy
conscience?'
'Ha! my son, wouldst thou have had me go on in my career unto
perdition?'
'No, father! assuredly not; but I would not have thee go to perdition
in another way, by renouncing one sin for a greater.'
'How so, my son?'
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