'Why this should be such a pleasure to me, thou msyest easily guess.
Not that we shall often revisit this spot, yet when we speak thereof,
the thought of having friends to whom our early days were known, and
the father and mother of our faithful servant still resident herein,
will be pleasant to us, though we may be away from them. Does Ralphe
Goodynge bind his successors?'
'No, not beyond the possession of his right and title to the estate;
and this I think but fair. He has no objection, as a relative, to
make this spot a pleasant place of remembrance both for friendship
and affection's sake; but he will not undertake to bind upon others
that which he conceives only to concern himself. I do not think this
unreasonable. It is not, Ellen, as if it were a place of public
resort, or a place dedicated to any special purpose, either to
religion or to the administration of justice, or even to public
entertainment. It was built for thee, and unless in future
generations it could be devoted to similar purposes, and that is not
likely, for it is not his intention to rebuild the mansion, I see no
reason why he should be expected to preserve it. There will not be
another Ellen De Freston to inhabit it.'
Whether this was gratifying or not to Ellen, she did not reply, but,
with a sigh, she leaned upon her husband's arm, as they entered the
Tower. There are feelings, sensations, ideas, thoughts, and
reflections, which cannot be spoken, and perhaps are never less able
to be uttered than when we feel perfectly conscious that we have,
even near to us as life, a being who can fully appreciate all we
might express. A sigh, if it could be defined, would speak perhaps
an eloquence as yet unknown.
There is a spirit speaking in a sigh
Which words convey not unto human ears.
That which it is not, mortal tongues may speak:
That which it is, no words were ever found
To give its meaning to the list'ning world.
The world!--oh no! the world would never hear
The sigh of pure affection in the soul,
Contrition's sigh, or aspiration's sound,
The wish for things unseen, though not unfelt
The thought of being perfect, or of hope
Of gaining that perfection which delights
In joyful innocence, of bliss untold--
I speak not of the sigh of deep regret
For sins innumerable--groans, indeed!
Unutterable groans those sighs become.
And well become the guilty hearts of men;
And if sincere, the Comforter will come
With holy calmness to the troubled soul,
And give it peace. There is a sigh for bliss--
Yes, seraph's blissfulness--to speak with those
With whom we held communion on earth,
On things of Heaven--can that sigh be told?
No, 'tis the thought of immaterial light,
Brighter than sun's most fervid-glowing ray,
In clearest atmosphere of brilliant day.
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