Nature, love, honor, truth, and grace, shone in his course as he
strove to gain a reputation that should place his name above all
plebeians who moved upon the world's surface. Virtuous feelings were
at that time so cherished in his soul, they commanded the inmost
movements of his heart. Though his parents watched his onward
progress, and were delighted to recount to Edmund Daundy, their rich
relation, the great and rising fame of their son--though the meed of
imputation was given him by all his Ipswich friends, yet he anxiously
looked for sympathy and encouragement in the daughter of De Freston.
Is there any period of life more fraught with love and hope than when
the scholar gains his first distinguished prize? when youthful
competition fairly tests his abilities, and honor, like the sun,
rises in golden grandeur before him? He feels the warmth of the
praises bestowed upon him, and hopes that his dearest kindred may be
gratified. Perhaps he has a hope that one, whom he is ambitious of
pleasing, may be captivated with his talents, and reward him with a
sweet smile of approbation. There is no disgrace to any young man in
being so prompted. His affections being pure, his views will be
exalted. Thrice happy is he if his whole life's struggle shall be a
steady impulse of this kind, capable of so existing to his latest
hour. There are few such young aspirants who, in their day of youth,
can see through the transient troubles of their tide. It seems to
them as if it would flow on, and on, and on, and never turn. Alas!
the ebb must come, and the stream of life decrease; the channel must
become narrower and narrower, the waters of life diminish, until,
becoming a small calm rivulet, it vanishes into the ocean of futurity.
At times, Wolsey was, in his younger days, subject to depression of
spirit, arising either from too great application to study, or from
that more probable cause, the heart-yearning sickness after the
object of his affection.
Soon after Latimer was made Fellow of All-Souls, and Wolsey elected
Master of Arts, the former entered his friend's apartment in
Magdalen, and found him in this melancholy meditative mood. It was
no easy thing at such times to rouse him, for though constitutionally
robust, and mentally powerful, having made most surprising progress
in logic and philosophy, he would be sometimes so depressed as to be
unfitted for the duties of his station.
He filled various offices in his college from the year 1488 to 1495,
before he took orders, and was extremely active in superintending,
even before he was elected master, the progress of youth in the
schools belonging to the college; but at times he would confine
himself to his rooms, and endeavor to conceal from his most intimate
friends this depression.
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