Never, under such circumstances, did a noble undergo a severer trial
than did Lord De Freston on that memorable night. The parties had
separated upon the wave, the monks had returned to their cells, one
holy brother alone keeping watch in the belfry tower to denote the
hour of matin worship. The Lord of Freston Tower knelt by that lone
altar, beneath which the hermit St. Ivan now rested, and he was
performing the last form of devotion, which, according to his vow, he
could then pay to departed worth. The tomb could not be closed up
until that vow had been strictly observed. Superstitious and
uncalled for, as according to our far wiser notions of acceptable
duty this would be considered, it was deemed a high mark of personal
devotion in that day.
He had vowed that nothing on earth should entice him from the chapel.
The proof of sanctity attending upon this vow was to be the
strictness with which it should be kept. He was to answer no voice
whatever--to admit no one into the chapel when once he had locked
himself in--to be terrified at nothing internal or external--that
come whatever might, no word should escape his lips: but in silent
meditation he should kneel at the altar and watch until the morning.
In a word, he should remain there and keep his vow in spite of every
temptation to make him break it.
If men would only keep watch within themselves to guard against the
entrance of evil thoughts into their souls, and prevent the devil
from urging them thereby to wicked words and actions, they would not
want to shut themselves up in gloomy chapels, to appear before men in
sanctimonious garb. There would be no need of costly sacrifices to
the fancied glory of the true God, which alas! do but tend to blow
out the swollen pride of man because of false notions of doing him
honor. Keep the heart sound, encourage there every virtue, and let
the grace of God cleanse it from apostacy and superstition, for
otherwise man will soon be unfit to dwell with holiness, and make his
heart unfit for spiritual consolation or comfort.
De Freston's self-devotion was the theme of praise among the deluded
though learned monks of Alneshborne Priory, as well as amongst the
priests of St. Peter, or the mayor and burgesses of the town of
Ipswich--and perchance the cold-blooded Alice De Clinton, in the
private chapel of Bishop Goldwell, might have deemed this act worthy
of her praise. But she knew it not, or else she would not have
supposed him to be a heretic. It is impossible for a good heart to
be always silent in its devotions. It will, it must speak to the
glory of God. It has so done in every age, and will so do to the
last day; but its internal struggles to conquer its external and
internal foes will be observed alone by God, and be known only to him.
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