"`If you won't take it one way, you shall another,' I muttered, as I
seemed to recover myself a bit; for I could see that she looked more
pinched and haggard than at the last visit. So I took up the books,
turned them over, examined the binding, the title-pages, the _finis_,
put them down and took a pinch of snuff--every moment growing more
confident, and chuckling to myself as I thought of what I meant to do.
I shook my head at one volume, as I began to go over them again; screwed
up my mouth at another; made a wry face at a third; and pitched a fourth
contemptuously aside, watching her out of the corner of my eye the
while; and I could see her face working, and a tear drop down upon her
dress.
"`Weak, poor soul,' I muttered; and I went on turning the books over,
and keeping her on the rack, expecting every moment that she would
speak. Then I muttered something about the date and edition, laid them
all together, and held them up to examine the backs; and once more laid
them on the counter, and took snuff, with my under lip thrust out,
shaking my head the while.
"`Perhaps I could bring you some other books that would be more
saleable,' she said, at last; and I could hardly keep up my acting as I
listened to the poor child's trembling voice, and watched her quivering
lips.
"`They're saleable enough,' I said, `at a price, though--at a price;'
and I stared at her very hard.
"`I only want what you consider to be the value of them,' she answered
sadly, `I--'
"She stopped short, having evidently been about to say something of
which she repented.
"`Well,' I said coolly, `I'm afraid that I can't give you more than a
couple of pounds for them,' and I pushed them across the counter, as if
expecting her to snatch them away and hurry out of the shop.
"`Two--two pounds,' she stammered, and then her eyes rested upon me so
pitifully, that if I had not had spectacles on, I could not have kept up
my character. But I kept on looking her full in the face, seeing her
flush a little as if resenting what I said, then turn paler than before,
as she seemed to be unable to comprehend whether I was in earnest, or
merely seeking an excuse for helping her. In a few moments she appeared
to decide that the latter was the case, and drawing herself up proudly,
she took the books, but only to clutch the next moment at the counter,
as the place swam before her eyes, and I had hardly time to open the
flap and catch her in my arms before she had fainted dead away.
"I carried her into my little back room and laid her upon the sofa
there, with bookshelves all around, and my wife bathed her poor pale
face, and chafed her hands till she gave two or three sighs, and her
eyes began slowly to open, and she gazed up at the ceiling in a strange
vacant way, till her gaze fell upon our withered old faces, when
catching my hands in hers, she kissed them and began to sob bitterly.
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