"An hour after he was making notes, and eagerly studying up a case
reported in the medical journals, now shaking his head and calling his
wife's attention to what he considered fallacies, or great blunders, and
pointing out what would have been his course under the circumstances--
not dwelling upon it with any show of assumption, but proving all he
said step by step from the experience of those learned in the great
science of medicine.
"And in spite of her aching heart, and their poverty, Mrs Ross's eye
lighted up, and her nostrils dilated with pride as, letting her
needlework fall in her lap, she gazed upon the high, slightly bald
forehead, and deep thoughtful eye of her husband, as wrapped in the case
before him, his whole being seemed to dilate, and he in fancy performed
some great cure.
"`If he had had opportunity,' she thought to herself, and then sighing
resumed her task, one that betokened a change at hand in their little
household, with helplessness and expense attendant, and she sighed
again, but only to check herself, and look anxiously to see whether her
husband had noticed her despondency.
"But John Ross was too busily intent upon his studies, toiling on
eagerly till called to visit some unremunerative patient, from whom he
returned weary and worn to renew his work.
"Work was his only resource; and but for his constant application, life
would have been almost a burden, from the hope deferred that maketh the
heart sick.
"Two months had glided by, and their affairs were at such a low ebb that
John Ross would have given way utterly to despair, had he been alone.
But he dared not, for now it was his turn to solace and comfort.
Complaining for so long of his poverty, he had been unaware that it had
pleased heaven to make him rich--a wealth that in his blindness he could
not see, until he had thrown himself sobbing upon his knees by his
wife's bedside to pray forgiveness for his murmurings, and that heaven
would be merciful and not take away the spirit then flickering,
hovering, as it were, between this world and that which is to come.
"For there had been a bitter struggle in that little poorly-furnished
chamber, and more than once John Ross had felt that he would be left to
fight the battle alone. But the change that came had been for the
better, and now, pale and tottering when she tried to cross the room,
Hetty Ross was once more down, able no longer to give consolation, but
glad to take it herself.
"Her face was very, very pale, but at times it would light up with such
a smile of ineffable joy, that her husband would forget his studies, and
sit breathlessly watching the young mother's countenance, as in the
pride of first maternity, her gaze lingered where, in its cradle, there
was something whose breathing gently raised and let fall the warm
coverlid. Then the parents' eyes would meet, and with the husband at
the wife's feet, all worldly trouble would be forgotten in that
happiness given to all that are true of heart.
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