"No, ma'am; you see it's rheumatiz just in the small, through the rain
on it sometimes, and the sun on it sometimes, and the perspiration on it
always, along o' that bit o' lawn swade. Nice bit o' green swade,
though, as any in the county--spongy, and springy, and clean. Deal o'
worrit though, to get it to rights, what with the worms a-throwing up
their casties, and them old starlings pegging it about and tearing it to
rags, and then the daisies coming up all over it in all directions.
There ain't nothing like daisies: cut their heads off, and they like it;
spud 'em up, and fresh tops come; stop 'em in one place, and they comes
up in another. I can't get riddy of 'em. That bit o' lawn would be
perfect if it wasn't for the daisies; but they will come up, and like
everything else in this life, that there lawn ain't perfect. They will
come, you know: they will live, and you can't kill 'em. They ain't like
some things in this life that won't live, do all you can to make 'em.
"There, don't you take no notice of them; they ain't tears, they ain't;
that isn't crying, that's a sort o' watery weakness in the eyes through
always being a gardener all your life, and out in the wet. Only, you
know, when I get talking about some things living do all you can to kill
'em--such as weeds, you know, and daisies; and of some things not
living, do all you can to make 'em, like balsams in frosty springs, you
know--I think about my boy, as was always such a tender plant, do all I
would, and about all the plans I'd made for him, and all cut short by
one o' the sharp frosts as the good Master of all sends sometimes in
every garden, whether it's such a one as this, with good shelter, and a
south aspeck, and plenty of warm walls for your trained trees, or the
big garden of life, with the different human trees a-growing in it; some
fair plants growing to maturity, and sending out fine green leaves, well
veined and strong, well-shaped blossoms of good colour and sweet smell,
fair to look upon, and doing good in this life; sturdy, well-grown trees
of men, and bright-hued, tender, loving plants of women; some with
tendrils and clinging ways--the fruitful vines upon your house--and many
clustering blossoms of children; and bad weeds, and choking thorns, and
poison-berries, and all. Life's just one big garden, and when I stick
my spade in like this here, and rest my foot on it, and my elber on the
handle, and my chin on my hand, I get thinking about it all in a very
strange way, oftens and oftens.
"Say I get a bit of ground ready, and put seed in. That's faith, ain't
it? I put those little tiny brown grains in, and I know in all good
time, according as the great God has ordained, those tiny grains will
come up, and blow, and seed in their turns. Not all though; some gets
nipped, and never comes to anything, spite of all your care, some slowly
shrivels away, and those that do are generally the best.
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