"For it was all in vain, it was not to be. I made all my plans, I took
all the care I could, I meant to train and prune and cut out all
foreright and awkward growths, I meant that boy to be something to be
proud of; but it was not to be: he was not to blossom here,--this did
not seem to be his climate; and though I wouldn't see it, there was the
plain fact, that there was a canker somewhere out of sight where it
could not be got at; and though I tried, and the doctor tried, all we
knew, it was of no use, and at last I was obliged to own that my little
fellow was slowly withering away. I used to have him in his little
chair in a sheltery spot, where there was sunshine, and give him a bunch
of flowers to play with; but at last he grew too weak to be taken out,
so I used to take him some flowers home, and it was always the same, he
would hold them in his hand till they withered away, and then cry to see
how they were faded.
"And at last there came a day when he did not seem any worse than usual.
It was one of those soft, bright, warm spring days, that come in all at
once, setting the buds bursting, the birds building, and your heart
seeming to drink in a kind of joy from the soft breeze. I'd been to
dinner, and was going back to the garden, to finish a bit of nailing in
over there upon the south wall, that ought to have been done long
before. Well, I'd got to the door, when my poor little fellow burst out
crying to go with me; and at last, seeing how bright and warm it was,
and how sheltered he would be there, under the sunny wall, we wrapped
him up, and I took him in his little chair to the warmest spot I could
find, gave him some violets and primroses, and a crocus and snowdrop or
two, and then I was soon up on my ladder, nailing away, laying in young
wood there, moving a branch here, and, being fond of my work, and soon
interested, I was sometimes a quarter of an hour together without
looking at our little fellow; but I was down four times to pick him a
fresh flower or two and the last time I was down I thought he seemed a
little drowsy.
"At last I got off to move my ladder, and had my foot on the round to
get up again, when I looked at the little chair, and started to see that
my boy was lying fast asleep, when, for fear of cold, I caught him up,
and carried him towards our cottage; but I had not gone half-way, before
a strange shudder seemed to run through me, and I stopped short to look
in the little face, saying something that I knew would make him smile if
he heard it; and then, hardly knowing what I did, I rushed home with my
light burden, whose little hands were tightly holding some of God's
early gifts of spring against the little breast now growing colder and
colder.
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