"Yes," he said, "I behaved bad to her ma'am, and all through blind
obstinacy and want of faith.
"I've seen that same face of hers scores of times since, and though it
makes me shudder, and nips me to the heart, I always go and have a good
long earnest look at it, and come away a better man. You may see that
face yourself--as much like as if it had been taken from her sad,
anxious looks--you may see it at the picture-shop windows, and it's of a
woman tying a handkerchief round a man's arm, and she looks up at him
pitifully, and it's called `The Huguenot.' That's like the look, and
the face that gazed up into mine after she'd told me what I know now was
the truth; and I--yet I'm most ashamed to own it--I flung her away from
me, and wouldn't believe what she said. There was a tear upon each
cheek, and the bright drops were brimming in her eyes, and ready to
fall; but I was hard and bitter, and whispered to myself that they were
false tears, put on to cheat me, and I ran out of her father's house,
swearing that I'd enter it again no more.
"Speaking as a fisherman, and one who was brought up with the sound of
the sea always in his ears, I may say we rowed well together in the same
boat, Mary and I. I had a long fight of it before I could persuade her
that it would be best for her future that she should take me for pilot,
and not Harry Penellyn; but I did persuade her at last, and we were to
be married down at the little fishermen's church at the head of the
cove. So we worked and waited.
"Two years of as happy a life then fell to my lot as could fall to that
of any man in this life, I believe. My ways were rough, and hers were
not those of a lady, but they suited our stations in life, and what more
would you have? I look back upon that bright bit of life as if it was
some dream; and though I can't settle to go back to the old place, I
cling to the fish, and look upon those days when a Lozarne boat comes
in, as days worth recollecting; for they bring the blood in one's cheek,
and a bit of light into one's eye.
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