City and town life -- Fiction; Romance fiction, American; Short stories, American
And now Peter told me how things were with him. If I should repeat what
he said you would be scornful, for it was so little. It was broken and
commonplace and set with repetition. It was halting and unfinished, like
the unformed writing of a boy. But in his words I felt the movings of
life and destiny and death more than I feel them when I think about the
rushing of the stars. He loved her, and for him the world became a
transparent plane wherein his soul moved as simply as his body. Here was
not only a boy longing for a girl. Here was not only a man, instinct
with the eager hope of establishing a home. Here was something not
unlike this very moon-washed area won from the illimitable void, this
area where we stood and spoke together, this little spot which alone was
to us articulate with form and line and night sounds. So Peter,
stumbling over his confession of love for Miggy, was like the word
uttered by destiny to explicate its principle. It mattered not at all
what the night said or what Peter said. Both were celestial.
These moments when the soul presses close to its windows are to be
understood as many another hint at the cosmic--Dawn, May, the firmament,
radio-activity, theistic evolution, a thousand manifestations of the
supernal. In this cry of enduring spirit it was as if Peter had some
intimacy with all that has no boundaries. I hardly heard his stumbling
words. I listened to him down some long avenue of hearths whose
twinkling lights were like a corridor of stars.
And all this bright business was to be set at naught because Miggy would
have none of it.
"She seems to like me," Peter said miserably, "but I guess she'd like me
just as well if I wasn't me. And if I was right down somebody else, I
guess she'd like me a good deal better. She--don't like my hands--nor
the way my hair sticks up at the back. She thinks of all such things. I
wouldn't care if she said all her words crooked. I'd know what she
meant."
I knew the difference. To him she was Miggy. To her he was an
individual. He had never in her eyes graduated from being a person to
being himself.
"Calliope says," I told him, "that she likes almond extract better than
any other kind, but that she hardly ever gets a bottle of almond with
which she does not find fault. She says it's the same way with people
one loves."
Peter smiled--he is devoted to Calliope, who alone in the village has
been friendly with his father. _Friendly._ The rest of the village has
only been kind.
"Well," he tried to put it, "but Miggy never seems to be thinking of me
as _me_, only when she's finding fault with me. If she'd only think
about me, even a little, the way I think about her. If she'd only miss
me or want me or wonder how the house would seem if we were married. But
she don't care--she don't care."
"She says, you know," I ventured, "that she can't ask you to support
Little Child too."
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