City and town life -- Fiction; Romance fiction, American; Short stories, American
"You two!" he cried; "why, Miggy, when we marry do I want--or do you
want--that it should stay just you and me? We want children. I want you
for their mother as much as I want you for my wife."
It was the voice of the paramount, compelling spirit, the sovereign
voice of the Family, calling through the wilderness. Peter knew,--this
fine, vital boy seeking his own happiness; he gropingly understood this
mighty thing, and he was trying his best to serve it. And, without
knowing that she knew, Miggy knew too ... and the seal that she knew was
in what was in the sunset. And as far removed from these things as the
sunset itself was all Miggy's cheap cynicism about love and all the
triviality of her criticism of Peter.
Miggy stood motionless, looking at Peter. And then, like an evil spell
which began to work, another presence was in the room....
Somewhile before I had begun to hear the sound, as a faint undercurrent
to consciousness; an unimportant, unpleasant, insisting sound that
somehow interfered. Gradually it had come nearer and had interfered more
and had mingled harshly with the tender treble of Little Child. Now,
from Peter's gate the sound besieged my ears and entered the room and
explained itself to us all--
"My Mary Anna Mary, what you mean I _never_ know,
You don't make me merry, very, but you make me sorry, oh--"
the "oh" prolonged, undulatory, exploring the air....
I knew what it was, and they knew. At the sound of his father's voice,
drunken, piteous, Peter dropped Miggy's hands and his head went down and
he stood silent, like a smitten thing. My own heart sank, for I knew
what Miggy had felt, and I thought I knew what she would feel now. So
here was another unfulfilled intention, another plan gone astray in an
unperfected order.
Peter had turned somewhat away before he spoke.
"I'll have to go now," he said quietly, "I guess you'll excuse me."
He went toward the kitchen door ashamed, miserable, all the brightness
and vitality gone from him. I am sorry that he did not see Miggy's face
when she lifted it. I saw it, and I could have sung as I looked. Not for
Peter or for Miggy, but for the sake of something greater than they,
something that touched her hand, commanded "Look at me," bade her follow
with us all.
Before Peter reached the door she overtook him, stood before him, put
her hands together for a moment, and then laid one swiftly on his cheek.
"Peter," she said, "that don't make any difference. That don't make any
difference."
No doubt he understood her words, but I think what he understood best
was her hand on his cheek. He caught her shoulders and looked and
looked....
"Honest--honest, don't it?" he searched her.
You would not have said that her answer to that was wholly direct. She
only let fall her hand from his cheek to his shoulder, and,
"Peter," she said, "_is it like this_?"
"Yes," he said simply, "it's like this."
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