City and town life -- Fiction; Romance fiction, American; Short stories, American
"Then one night I done what I'd always wanted to do. I took two dollars
an' went to the theatre alone an' got me a seat. I put on the best I
had, an' still I didn't feel like I was one of 'em, nor one of much of
anybody. The folks on the car wasn't the way I meant, an' I felt mad at
'em for bein' differ'nt. There was a smilin' young fellow, all dressed
black an' expensive, an' I thought: 'Put you side of Peter Cary an'
there wouldn't be anybody there but Peter.' And when I got inside the
theatre, it was just the same: one awful collection of dressed-up hair
an' dressed-down backs an' everybody smilin' at somebody that wasn't me
and all seemin' so sure of themselves. Specially the woman in front of
me, but I guess it always is specially the woman in front of you. She
was flammed out abundant. She had trimmin's in unexpected places, an' a
good many colours took to do it, an' a cute little chatter to match. It
come to me that she was more than different from me: she was the
_otherest_ a person can be. An' I felt glad when the curtain went up.
"Well, sir," Calliope said, "it was a silly little play--all about
nothin' that you could lay much speech to. But oh, they was somethin'
in it that made you get down on your hands and knees in your own heart
and look around in it, and _look_. They was an old lady and a young
mother and a child and a man and a girl--well, that don't sound like
much special, does it? And that's just it: it wasn't much special, but
yet it was all of everything. It made 'em laugh, it made 'em cry, it
made _me_ laugh and cry till I was ashamed and glad and grateful. And
when the lights come up at the end, I felt like I was kind of the mother
to everything, an' I wanted to pick it up an' carry it off an' keep care
of it. And it come over me all of a sudden how the old lady and the
young mother an' man an' girl, man an' girl, _man an' girl_ was right
there in the theatre, near me, over an' over again; an' there I'd been
feelin' mad at 'em for seemin' far off. But they wasn't far off. They'd
been laughin' and cryin', too, an' they knew, just like I knew, what was
what in the world. My, my. If it'd been Friendship I'd have gone from
house to house all the way home, shakin' hands. An' as it was, I just
_had_ to speak to somebody. An' just then I see the flammed-out woman in
front of me, that her collar had come open a little wee bit up top--not
to notice even, but it give me an excuse. And I leaned right over to her
and I says with all the sympathy in me:--
"'Ma'am, your neck is peepin'."
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