City and town life -- Fiction; Romance fiction, American; Short stories, American
He knew that some one with a light footfall did come to the veranda. He
heard the New Lady call her Elfa. But he saw only her hands, plump and
capable and shaped like his own, moving among the glasses. After which
his whole being became absorbed in creditably receiving the tall, cool
tumbler on the tray which the capable hands held out to him. A period of
suspended intelligence ensued, until he set the empty glass on the
table. Then the little maid had gone, and the New Lady, sipping her own
glass, was talking to him.
"You were lying on the grass that day," she said, "as if you understood
grass. Not many do understand about grass, and almost nobody understands
the country. People say, 'Come, let us go into the country,' and when
they get there is it the country they want at all? No, it is the
country sports, the country home,--everything but the real country. They
play match games. They make expeditions, climb things in a stated time,
put in a day at a stated place. I often think that they must go home
leaving the country aghast that they could have come and gone and paid
so little heed to it. Presently we are going to have some charming
people out here who will do the same thing."
So she talked, asking him nothing, even her eyes leaving him free. It
seemed to him, tense and alert and ill at ease as he listened, that he,
too, was talking to her. From the pressing practicalities, the
self-important deacon, the people who did not trouble to talk to him,
his world abruptly escaped, and in that world he walked, an escaped
thing too, forgetful even of the little roll of verses which he had
dared to bring.
Yet when she paused, he looked out at her shrinkingly from under his
need to reply. He did not look at her face, but he looked at her hands,
so little that each time he saw them they were a new surprise and alien
to him. He looked away from them to the friendliness of her smile. And
when he heard himself saying detached, irrelevant things, he again fell
to studying one of his own hands, big and coarse and brown. Oh, he
thought, the difference between her and him was so hopelessly the
difference in their hands.
In an absurdly short time the need to be gone was upon him; but of this
he could not speak, and he sat half unconscious of what she was saying,
because of his groping for the means to get away. Clearly, he must not
interrupt her to say that he must go. Neither could he reply to what she
said by announcing his intention. And yet when he answered what she
said, straightway her exquisite voice went on with its speech to him.
How, he wondered, does anybody ever get away from anywhere? If only
something would happen, so that he could slip within it as within doors,
and take his leave.
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