Short stories, Swedish -- Translations into English; Sweden -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
She heard that his tone was contemptuous, but she thought he meant that
she had spoken too presumptuously.
'I do not understand it myself,' she said, 'but so it is.'
'Is it an imagination or a dream?' he said.
She turned her face towards him. The blood rose red behind the
transparent skin. He saw suddenly that she was fair as a flower, and she
became dear to him. He moved his lips as if to speak, but at first no
sound came.
'How can you expect me to believe that?' he said defiantly.
'Is it not enough for you that I am here in the prison with you?' she
asked, raising her voice. 'Is it any pleasure for a young girl like me
to go to you and other evil-doers in their gloomy dungeons? Is it usual
for a woman to stand and preach at the street corners as I do, and to be
held in derision? Do I not require sleep as other people? And yet I must
rise every night and go to the sick in the hospitals. Am I not timid as
other women? And yet I must go to the high-born gentlemen at their
castles and reason with them, I must go to the plague-smitten, I must
see all vice and sin. When have you seen another maiden do all this? But
I am obliged to do it.'
'Poor thing!' he said, and stroked her hand gently--'poor thing!'
'For I am not braver, or wiser, or stronger than others,' she said. 'It
is just as hard for me as for other maidens. You can see that. I have
come here to speak with you about your soul, but I do not at all know
what I shall say to you.'
It was strange how reluctantly he would allow himself to be convinced.
'You may be mistaken all the same,' he said. 'How do you know that you
can call yourself the Bride of Christ?'
Her voice trembled, and it was as if she should tear out her heart when
she replied:
'It began when I was quite young; I was not more than six years old. It
was one evening when I was walking with my brother in the meadow below
the church of the Dominicans, and just as I looked up at the church I
saw Christ sitting on a throne, surrounded by all His power and glory.
He was attired in shining white garments like the Holy Father in Rome.
His head was surrounded by all the splendour of Paradise, and around Him
stood Pietro Paolo and the Evangelist Giovanni. And whilst I gazed upon
Him my heart was filled with such a love and holy joy that I could
hardly bear it. He lifted His hand and blessed me, and I sank down on
the meadow, and was so overcome with bliss, that my brother had to take
me in his arms and shake me. And ever since that time, Nicola Tungo, I
have loved Jesus as a bridegroom.'
He again objected.
'You were a child then. You had fallen asleep in the meadow and were
dreaming.'
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