De Forrest's ideas were too confused for him to ask what she
had lost; and once in the supper-room again, the champagne was so
inviting that he, with Brently and others, finished another bottle.
With thoughts dwelling on Hemstead's words, she strolled to the
farther end of the walk, and around into another aisle, wishing
to be alone for a few moments. It was then that Harcourt and Miss
Martell entered, and before she was aware she heard the uncomplimentary
reference to herself, and understood the significance of the
unexpected scene.
"That is what Mr. Hemstead thinks me capable of," she thought,
with tingling cheeks,--"making my 'beauty the slave of contemptible
vanity,' and employing it merely to win flattery and attention for
myself. You put it very plainly, Mr. Harcourt. I know what is your
opinion of me certainly. I wish I cared as little what Mr. Hemstead
thinks; and why I should care any more I'm sure I don't know. Yes,
I do, too. He's a true, good man, and is the first one that ever
treated me as if I were a true, good woman. But now I have made it
clear to him, as well as to Harcourt and Miss Martell, what I really
am. I knew what Brently was as well as the rest, and yet I smiled
upon him because the others did. By this time both of my most ardent
admirers are tipsy. What is their admiration worth?"
As she entered the parlors she saw at a glance what would be
the character of the remaining hours. The sensuous spirit of wine
would inspire the gayety and intensify the natural excitement of
the occasion. Heretofore she could join in a fashionable revel with
the keenest zest, but she could not to-night. Unconsciously Miss
Martell had given her a stinging rebuke. She had been shown how a
beautiful woman might employ the power of her fascinations to lure
men into purer and nobler life, as Hemstead had suggested the morning
after his arrival. As she remembered that she had used her beauty
only to lure men to her feet, that she might enjoy a momentary
triumph, soon to be forgotten in other conquests, she was already
more than dissatisfied with herself,--an unusual experience with
Lottie Marsden.
She refused half a dozen invitations to dance, and was about
ascending to the dressing-room, when Harcourt met her in the hall
and said, "I think I had better send De Forrest home. Hemstead will
go with him."
"What is the matter with Julian?"
"Well, they say he mistook a decanter of brandy for wine. At any
rate he is under the table, 'looking for something of yours,' he
says; though what he does not say or does not know. What's more,
we can't get him up, for he says you told him not to leave the
dining-room till he found it. I fear we shall have to use force,
unless you can manage him."
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