Are we ever guided by reason, will, deliberate choice? Are there
not often strong half-recognized instincts that sway us more
profoundly, even as the plant unconsciously turns its leaves and
blossoms towards the sun, and sends its roots groping unerringly
to the moisture?
So absorbed was she in looking at the square, burly form before
her, that the sleigh suddenly stopped at Mrs. Marchmont's door,
and Hemstead looked around and caught her eye. What was more, he
saw her apparently loving embrace of De Forrest. He was not versed
in the conditions of intoxication, nor did he realize that De
Forrest was so far gone as to make the act necessary. But he could
see her blush, even in the moonlight.
Without a word he assisted her oat, but had some difficulty with
De Forrest, who, from the fumes of liquor and the cold air, had
grown very drowsy. But Hemstead's grasp was so strong and masterful,
that while he roused, he also steadied and supported him up the
steps. Lottie said to the coachman, "Mr. De Forrest is not well,
so we came home earlier. You may now return for the others."
The man heard her with a stolid face that might have been mahogany,
but when by himself it relaxed into a grim smile as he chuckled,
"I've seen people have such spells afore; but if you was my darter,
miss, I'd make you give that chap the mitten, 'cause sich bad spells
is wonderful apt to grow on a feller."
Mrs. Marchmont and Mr. Dimmerly had retired, and the rather dull
servant who admitted them was too sleepy to note anything. Lottie
promptly dismissed her, and told her she would wait for the others.
Hemstead saw De Forrest to his room. He had become so stupid that
he did mechanically what was urged, and the student soon left him
sleeping heavily.
But Hemstead's heart was strangely burdened. He had come to the
conclusion that under all Lottie's coquetry and cousinly freedom
with De Forrest she had hidden a real attachment, and that perhaps
an engagement, or at least an understanding, existed between them.
He did not think at the time why this relation should so depress
him. He would probably have explained it by his natural regret that
such a girl should be mismated to such a man. But it might well
have been doubted whether his heart would have become suddenly like
lead, had he discovered that his own cousin was engaged, even to
Brently, however sincere might have been his regret. But he descended
to the parlor with the unselfish purpose and wish to bring her
mind again under the spell of truth, if possible, hoping that the
events of the evening would suggest the need of a better philosophy
than she had learned in the past.
But he would have no little difficulty in maintaining his
disinterestedness and general missionary spirit in the interview
that awaited him.
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