Though Lottie had never, by a word, bound herself to her cousin,
yet her aunt and all the household regarded her as virtually engaged
to him, and expected that the marriage would eventually occur. With
Hemstead, they regarded her illness and seclusion as the result
of her mortificatoon at his behavior, and, underneath their politic
politeness, were very indignant at his folly. But they expected
that the trouble would soon blow over, as a matter of course. The
mantle of charity for young men as rich and well-connected as De
Forrest is very large. And then this slip could be regarded somewhat
in the light of an accident; for when it became evident that Bel
understood the nature of De Forrest's "spell," as the coachman
called it, Lottie had taken pains to insist that it was an accident
for which she was chiefly to blame; and had also said as much to
Mrs. Marchmont. Thus they all concluded that her relations with
De Forrest would not be disturbed.
Harcourt was the happiest of the party; but it must be confessed
that, clearer than any law points, he saw still among blooming
exotics a being far more rare and beautiful, who stood before him
the whole day with clasped hands and entreating eyes, whose only
request was, "be a true man." Under the inspiration of her words and
manner he began to hope that he might eventually grant her request.
As far as Lottie's intruding image would permit, Hemstead concentrated
all his energies on the great sermon, the elaborate effort of many
months, that he expected to preach on the morrow. He hoped that
Lottie, and indeed all, would be there, for it seemed that if they
would only give him their thoughtful attention he would prove beyond
a shadow of a doubt that they were in God's hands, and that it
would be worse than folly not to submit to His shaping and moulding
discipline.
At last Sunday morning came. It was a cold, chilly, leaden day,
and even a glance from the windows gave one a shivering sense of
discomfort.
The gloom of nature seemed to shadow the faces of some of the
party as they gathered at a late breakfast; and of none was this
more true than of Lottie Marsden, as, pale and languid, she took
her wonted place. Her greeting of De Forrest was most kindly, and
he seemed greatly reassured, and brightened up instantly. But
Lottie's face did not lose its deep dejection.
To the others she appeared to take very little notice of Hemstead;
but he thought that he observed her eyes furtively seeking his
face, with a questioning expression. Once he answered her glance
with such a frank, sunny smile that her own face lighted up. As
they were passing into the parlor he said, in a low tone, "I wished
a hundred times yesterday that I could bear your headache for you."
"That is more kind than just. It is right that I should get my
deserts," she replied, shaking her head.
"Heaven save us from our deserts," he answered quickly.
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