As, during the brief remnant of the service, Hemstead dropped into
consciousness of the world around him, he felt at first, rather
than saw, the chill he had caused, instead of a glow answering to
his own feelings. As he looked more closely, he imagined he detected
a gloomy and forbidding expression on the faces turned towards him.
The Gospel--the message of good news that he had brought--appeared
to shadow the audience like a passing cloud.
After dismission, the people aroused themselves as from an oppressive
dream. The few greetings and congratulations that he received
as he passed down the aisle seemed formal and constrained, and,
he thought, a little insincere. He was still more puzzled as he
overheard Miss Martell say to Harcourt at the door, "I am sorry
you heard that sermon."
"I am, too," he replied, "for it seemed true."
"It's only half-truth," she said earnestly.
"The Lord deliver me, then; this half is more than I can stand."
Lottie scarcely spoke during the drive home, and Hemstead noted,
with pain, that her face had a hard, defiant look. It occurred
to him that he had not seen any who appeared to have enjoyed the
service.
There were long pauses at the dinner-table, and after one of the
longest, Mr. Dimmerly abruptly remarked, in his sententious manner:
"Well, nephew, I suppose you gave us a powerful sermon this morning.
It has made us all deucedly uncomfortable, anyhow. But I've no
doubt the old rule holds good, the worse the medicine is to take
the more certain to cure."
Lottie's response to this remark was a ringing laugh, in which the
others, in the inevitable reaction from the morbid gloom, joined
with a heartiness that was most annoying to the young clergyman.
"You must excuse me, Mr. Hemstead," said she, after a moment, "I
have had the blues all day, and have reached that point where I
must either laugh or cry, and prefer the former at the dinner-table."
Hemstead stiffly bowed as his only response. He was too chagrined,
puzzled, and disappointed to venture upon a reply, and after this
one lurid gleam of unnatural mirth the murky gloom of the day seemed
to settle down more heavily than before.
After dinner De Forrest tried to secure Lottie's society for the
afternoon. The refusal was kind, not careless, as had been often
the case. Indeed her whole manner towards him might be characterized
as a grave, remorseful kindness, such as we might show towards a
child or an inferior that we had wronged somewhat.
De Forrest, finding that Lottie would persist in going to her room,
went to his also, and took a long, comfortable nap.
Bel wanted to talk about the sermon, but as Lottie would not talk
about anything, she, too, soon forgot her spiritual anxieties in
sleep.
But Lottie sat and stared at her fire, and Hemstead, deserted by
all, stared at the fire in the parlor; and both were sorely troubled
and perplexed.
CHAPTER XIX.
THE PREACHER TAUGHT BY THE PAGAN
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