"I meant," he replied bitterly, "that to ordinary flesh and blood,
kneeling in the cold before a distant star, be it ever so bright,
is rather chilling and discouraging. The Greeks were shrewder.
They had goddesses with warm, helping hands, and with a little
sympathetic, human imperfection."
It hurt her cruelly that he so misjudged her; and in her confusion,
she again said that which he interpreted wrongly.
"It is folly, then, to worship anything so cold and distant." She
was about to add plainly, "I am neither a star nor a goddess, but a
sincere, human friend,--human as yourself." She was about to make
some delicate allusion to the time when he often sought her sisterly
advice. But he, in the blindness of strong feeling, saw in her
words only rebuke for the presumption of his love, and he harshly
interrupted her.
"No doubt it is; but let me remind you of a fact often true
in missionary experience. After the poor devils have been bereft
of the objects of their fond and credulous worship, by proof that
their deities are indifferent, they cease to have any faith at
all"; and with a cold and rather formal bow he left her side and
also left the church.
Miss Martell's head bent lower than ever over her work, and it
was a long time before she lifted it or spoke to any one. But the
others were occupied with themselves, and no one had noted this
little side scene save Addie, who pouted that Harcourt had remained,
but not at her side, after his expressed intention of leaving. No
one surmised that two who had been present were sorely hurt. When
we receive our slight cuts and bruises through life, there are
usually outcry and abundant sympathy. But when we receive our deep
wounds, that leave scars, often only God knows; and it is best so,
for He can heal, but the world can only probe.
CHAPTER XXII.
"YOU MUST WAIT AND SEE."
"How can you leave Miss Martell?" asked Lottie, as Hemstead approached
propitiatingly with a large armful of the choicest evergreens.
"Well, I can," he replied with a smile.
"As yet, but the next time you will stay longer, and the next longer
still."
"That depends. I would not remain at her side, nor at any one's,
if I thought they were tiring of me a little."
"O, she got tired of you."
"Well, yes; a little, I think. She suddenly seemed to lose her
interest in the conversation. Still she was very good to talk to
me as long and as kindly as she did. She is a very superior woman.
It has never been my good fortune to meet just such a lady before."
"Make the most of your rare 'good fortune.'"
"I have."
"And now that she is tired of you, you come back to me as a dernier
ressort."
"Coming back to you, is like coming back home, for you have given
me the only home-like feeling that I have had during my visit."
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