Lottie quickly saw his shadowed face, and surmised the cause. Soon
after, when his eyes were questioningly seeking hers, she gave him
such a sunny, genial smile as to assure him that, whatever might
be the cause of her somewhat distant manner, it did not result from
any estrangement from him.
Heretofore, when Lottie had liked a gentleman, she had been frank
in showing that preference within the limits of lady-like bearing.
But, for some reason, she began to grow excessively shy in manifesting
any interest in Hemstead that the others could note. The reason
with which she satisfied herself explained her feeling but partially.
"They will think I am still trying to carry out my wicked, foolish
joke."
But she did long for another unrestrained talk with him, and watched
keenly to secure it without exciting remark. De Forrest did all
he could to prevent this, however, and Bel unconsciously became
his ally. With woman's quick perception, she saw that Lottie was
indulging in something more than a "mood," and felt that it was a
duty she owed to her friend to prevent mischief.
Thus Monday and Tuesday passed away, Lottie being too circumspect
to give Bel sufficient cause for speaking plainly.
Dan and Mr. Dimmerly were the only ones of the household who
regarded the change in Lottie with unmixed satisfaction. Not giving
a thought to the cause, they were pleased with the gentleness and
attention which resulted.
"Lottie," said her brother Dan, as she kissed him good-night,
after telling a marvellously good story, "what has come over you?
You make me think of Auntie Jane."
"I must be growing good indeed, if I remind any one of Auntie Jane,"
thought Lottie, exultantly.
CHAPTER XXIV.
THE TERROR OF A GREAT FEAR.
Long before Harcourt reached his law-office, he was satisfied that
he had blundered foolishly, and done Miss Martell great injustice. Her
right to refuse his unwelcome love was perfect, and her manner of
doing so, as he understood her, had been most delicate, even in his
estimation. At the same time she had never given him the slightest
ground for his implied aspersion that in her pure, Christian life
she shone down upon him with the cold distance of a "star."
He recalled her words and bearing in Mrs. Byram's conservatory, and
the degree in which his unreasonable passion had blinded him grew
more apparent.
"Why should I expect her to love me?" he asked himself in bitterness.
"It is a hundred-fold more than I deserve, or had a right to hope,
that she should put out her hand to save me."
He was on the point of returning twenty times, and asking her
pardon for his folly, but that bane of our life,--that hinderance
to more good and happiness than perhaps any other one cause,--pride,
deterred, and Monday evening passed, an unhappy one to the object
of his thoughts as well as to himself.
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