The world had been at Lottie's feet. It had offered her all that
it has to give to a girl in her station; but when, withdrawn from
it by a day of suffering, she had summed up her treasures, she had
found that she had nothing but remorse. She had been receiving
all her life, and yet had nothing. She would then gladly have
remembered that she had given even one an impulse towards a truer
and happier life. But she could not. Apart from natural impulses of
affection towards kindred and friends, her only thought in regard
to all had been,--How can I make them minister to me and my pleasure?
With tact and skill, enhanced by exceeding beauty, she had exacted
an unstinted revenue of flattery, attention, and even love; and
yet, when, in weakness and pain, she wished the solace of some
consoling memory, she found only an accusing conscience.
This experience conveyed to the practical girl a startling lesson.
With all her faults, she did not belong to the class that is hopeless,
because so weak and shallow. Though her handsome face might often
express much that was unlovely and unwomanly, it ever expressed
mind.
When she, in her turn, like hosts of others, came to realize the
limitations of her being, her weakness and need, she looked around,
instinctively, for help and support. Human teaching presented a
God from whom she shrank in fear and dislike. The Bible revealed
Jesus. When she most felt her need, the Bible presented One whose
eyes overflowed with sympathy, and whose hand was omnipotent. She
instinctively felt, like Mary of old, that, at "His feet," there
were rest and hope.
The feeling was not reached as a mathematician solves an equation,
or a theologian comes to a conclusion, but more after the manner in
which some women and most children will look at a person and say,
"I like him; I'll trust him."
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