As poor Lottie's mind emerged from its chaos into connected
thought, she speedily came to the conclusion to tell Hemstead the
whole truth, to condemn herself more severely than even he could
in his anger, and to ask his forgiveness.
But when she raised her tearful face to speak, he was gone.
She heard the sound of bells. A sudden fear chilled her, and she
sprang to the window and saw a vanishing form that she dreaded
might be his. Without a word to Mrs. Marchmont, she rushed down to
the lower hall, where she found Mr. Dimmerly fuming about.
"Where is Mr. Hemstead?" she asked, eagerly.
"What the deuce is the matter? What have you sister been saying
that Frank should come down here white as a sheet?"
"But where is he?" she asked again, in a tone that her uncle had
never heard her use before.
"Gone to New York for several days," he said.
Lottie tottered a moment as if she had received a blow. With one
hand she steadied herself on the balustrade of the stairs, while she
passed the other across her brow, then turned and wearily climbed
to her room.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
LOYAL.
Bel was startled at the pallor of Lottie's face as she entered the
room, and rose hastily to offer assistance, but Lottie motioned her
away. Without a word she threw herself upon the bed and signified
her grief and despair by an act as old as the oldest records of
humanity,--she "turned her face to the wall."
Bel knew that Mrs. Marchmont had "spoken plainly," and she had seen
Hemstead drive away. She expected Lottie to come to her room in a
towering passion, and was prepared to weather the storm in cynical
endurance, assured that her friend would eventually thank her for
having had a hand in breaking up the "whole absurd thing."
But when Lottie entered, with the expression of one who had received
a mortal wound,--when in silence and despair she had turned her
face from all the world as if there were nothing left in it for
which she cared,--the nervous young lady began to fear that this
affair might not pass away like an ordinary "mood."
She reasoned and remonstrated, but Lottie did not heed, and scarcely
heard her. Then she went to Mrs. Marchmont, and disturbed even
that lady's complacency by her account of Lottie's appearance and
manner. But with approving consciences they both said, "It was time
something was done."
The dinner hour came, but Lottie silently shook her head to all urging
to come down. It was the same at supper. Entreaty, remonstrance,
the assumption of hurt and injured tones, were alike unavailing.
She lay motionless, like one stunned and under partial paralysis.
Mrs. Marchmont lost her complacency utterly, and Mr. Dimmerly
proved but a Job's comforter, as he snarled, "You have stopped it
with a vengeance. It's always the way when people meddle."
Nervous Bel was in a perfect tremor of anxiety, perplexity, and
weak remorse; and she kept flitting in and out of the room as pale
and restless as a disquieted ghost.
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