"Well," said Mr. Dimmerly, dryly, and with a queer little twinkle in
his eyes, "I cannot give you much aid and comfort. I never meddle
in such matters. A third party never can. Of course you can sacrifice
yourself and your own happiness if you choose. That is your own
affair. But when it comes to sacrificing another, that is very
different. Lottie is a warm-hearted girl with all her faults, and
if she ever does love, it will be no half-way business with her.
So be careful what you do. Sacrificing her happiness is a very
different thing from sacrificing your own."
"But do you think there is any danger of such a thing?" asked
Hemstead, in a tone of the deepest distress.
"Bless me, boy! how should I know?" said his uncle, in seeming
irritability. "Do you think that I am a go-between for you two?
Why don't you go and ask her, like a man? How do you know but she
has a vocation to be a missionary as well as yourself?"
Hemstead strode up and down the room, the picture of perplexity.
"Was ever a man placed in so cruel a position?" he groaned. But
after a moment he became quiet and said, "When a thing is settled,
let it stay settled; my course is the only right and manly one";
and he left the room saying he would be out for a walk till dinner.
But as he entered the hall Addie cried, "Frank, you must go; we
won't take no for an answer."
"Go where?"
"To West Point. It's a glorious day. We want one more sleigh-ride
before we break up,--one that shall exceed all the others. There
is going to be a cadet hop over there this afternoon, in the
dancing-hall, and a friend has sent for us to come. I've set my
heart on going, and so have Bel and Lottie. Mother says that we
can go, if you will go with us and drive, for the coachman is ill.
You will see lots of grand scenery, and all that kind of thing,
which you like so much."
"And have you set your heart on the 'cadet hop' also?" asked Hemstead
of Lottie.
"I think I should appreciate scenery more at present," she said,
with a quick blush.
"You'll go; say you'll go. He'll go, mother. It's all settled.
Let us have some lunch, and we'll start at once;" and the spoiled
little beauty already anticipated the conquest of a cadet or two
as a holiday episode.
So, in a single breezy moment, it was arranged, Hemstead scarcely
having a voice in the matter. As he mounted to his room, reason told
him that this long drive in the society of the one whom he believed
he should avoid, for her sake as well as his own, was anything but
wise. But he tried to satisfy himself with the thought that at no
time would he be alone with her; and his heart craved this one more
day of companionship, before a lifetime of separation.
As Lottie was about to ascend the stairs, she heard, for the first
time since that wretched Monday, Mr. Dimmerly's odd, chuckling
laugh. She looked into the parlor, and, seeing that he was alone,
went straight to him, and said, "Now! what do you mean by that
queer little laugh of yours?"
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