"She never has had a chance," he thought. "She never has given truth
a fair hearing, probably having had slight opportunity to do so.
From the little I have seen and heard, it seems to me that the
rich and fashionable are as neglected--indeed it would appear more
difficult to bring before them the simple and searching gospel of
Christ, than before the very poor."
Hemstead determined that he would be faithful, and would bring
the truth to her attention in every possible way, feeling that if
during this holiday visit he could win such a trophy for the cause
to which he had devoted himself, it would be an event that would
shed a cheering light down to the very end of his life.
It was a rather significant fact, which did not occur to him, however,
that his zeal and interest were almost entirely concentrated on
Lottie. His cousin Addie, and indeed all the others, seemed equally
in need.
It must be confessed that some sinners are much more interesting
than others, and Hemstead had never met one half so interesting as
Lottie.
And yet his interest in her was natural. He had not reached that
lofty plane from which he could look down with equal sympathy for
all. Do any reach it, in this world?
Lottie had seemed kind to him when others had been cold and slightly
scornful. He had come to see clearly that she was not a Christian,
and that she was not by any means faultless through the graces of
nature. But she had given ample proof that she had a heart which
could be touched, and a mind capable of appreciating and being roused
by the truth. That her kindness to him was only hollow acting he
never dreamed, and it was well for her that he did not suspect her
falseness, for with all her beauty he would have revolted from her
at once. He could forgive anything sooner than the meanness of
deception. If he discovered the practical joke, it would be a sorry
jest for Lottie, for she would have lost a friend who appeared
able to help her; and he, in his honest indignation, would have
given her a portrait of herself that would have humiliated her
proud spirit in a way that could never be forgotten.
But with the unquenchable hope of youth in his heart, and his
boundless faith in God, he expected that, at no distant day, Lottie's
remarkable beauty would be the index of a truer spiritual loveliness.
But, as is often the case, the morning dispelled the dreams of
the night, to a degree that quite perplexed and disheartened him.
Lottie's greeting in the breakfast-room was not very cordial, and
she seemed to treat him with cool indifference throughout the whole
meal. There was nothing that the others would note, but something
that he missed himself. Occasionally, she would make a remark that
would cause him to turn toward her with a look of pained surprise,
which both vexed and amused her; but he gave no expression to his
feelings, save that he became grave and silent.
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