After a moment Hemstead added, "That man there is more than fast.
I should imagine that Harcourt was a little fast, and yet he has
good and noble traits. I could trust him. But treachery is stamped
upon that fellow's face, and the leer of a devil gleams from his
eye. He is not only fast, he is bad. Does Miss Marsden know his
character?"
"She knows what we all do. There are hard stories about him, and,
as you say, he does not look saintly; but however wrong it may be,
Mr. Hemstead, it is still a fact that society will wink at almost
everything when a man is as rich and well connected as he, that
is, as long as a man sins in certain conventional ways and keeps
his name out of the papers."
Here her escort joined her, and they passed on; and Hemstead stood
lowering at the man, the pitch of whose character began to stain
the beautiful girl who, knowing him somewhat, could willingly and
encouragingly remain at his side.
True, he had seen abundant proof that she had a heart, good impulses,
and was capable of noble things, as he had told her; but was she
not also giving 'lira equal proof that the world enthralled her
heart, and that senseless and soulless fashion, rather than the
will of God, or the instincts of a pure womanly nature, controlled
her will?
He had no small vanity in which to wrap himself while he nursed
a spiteful resentment at slights to himself. It was a tendency of
his nature, and a necessity of his calling, that he should forget
himself for the sake of others. Lottie awoke his sympathy, and he
pitied while he blamed.
But he desponded as to the future, and feared that she would never
fulfil her first beautiful promise. He realized, with a vague sense
of pain, how far apart they were, and in what different worlds they
dwelt. At one time it had seemed as if they might become friends,
and be in accord on the chief questions of life. But now that she
was smiling so approvingly upon a man whose very face proclaimed
him villain, he saw a separation wider and more inexorable than
Hindu caste,--that of character.
And yet with his intense love of beauty it seemed like sacrilege--the
profanation of a beautiful temple--that such a girl as Charlotte
Marsden should permit the associations of that evening. It was true
that he could find no greater fault with her in respect to dress,
manners, and attendants, than with many others,--not as much as
with his own cousin. But for some reason that did not occur to him
it was peculiarly a source of regret that Lottie should so fall
short of what he believed true and right.
His thoughts gave expression to his face, as in momentary abstraction
he paced up and down the hall. Suddenly a voice that had grown
strangely familiar in the brief time he had heard it said at his
side, "Why, Mr. Hemstead, you look as if at a funeral. What are
you thinking of?"
Following an impulse of his open nature, he looked directly into
Lottie's face, and replied, "You."
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