Great Britain -- History, Military -- 19th century; Marshals -- Great Britain -- Biography; Wood, Evelyn, 1838-1919
Captain Smith wrote by every mail to my parents, but before the worst
account reached them, the Medical officers telegraphed that while
my recovery was very doubtful, I should probably live sufficiently
long for my parents to see me. This telegram was received at the same
time as a few lines I had scrawled on the 21st February, and on the
9th March my parents left Marseilles in the _Borysthene_, reaching
Constantinople on the 19th March. In the meantime I had been at the
point of death, acute inflammation of the lungs and typhoid having
brought me to the verge of the next world. I heard the Senior officer
desire the doctor in charge not to worry me by giving me any more
medicine, saying as he left the ward, “The boy must die--let him die
in peace.” I was attended by Private Stanley, my soldier-servant, and
two female nurses, one, Susan Cator, who had been sent out from St.
Thomas’s Hospital, and another whose name I suppress, for I detested
her, and with reason. The bones of both my hips had come through the
skin, and this woman, instead of wetting the lint before she changed
it, used to tear it off roughly, bringing away flesh and drawing blood.
I shuddered every time she approached me, and generally wept when
Susan Cator left the ward. She always put in thirty-six hours out of
forty-eight, because she knew I disliked her companion. I was relieved,
however, of the woman’s presence soon after my mother arrived.
My mother came to see me on the 20th March, the Lady Superintendent
of the Hospital receiving her as a guest until I left Scutari. My
father’s life was heavily insured, and as he had to ask permission of
the Companies before he passed out of Europe, he could not come to see
me until a fortnight later. When my mother arrived I was too ill to
recognise her, or rather to realise we were in Asia; but when she came
again next morning--for I generally had lucid intervals from delirium
every forenoon--I expressed my joy at seeing her, but could not believe
she had been to see me the previous day.
When my mother had been three days in the hospital, she opened the ward
door quietly while the brutal nurse was with me, and saw her, clenching
her fist, strike me in the face. My head had been shaved for the fever,
and I used to rub it continually while delirious, singing the refrain
of a negro melody, which was then on every barrel organ, concerning “An
old nigger, whose name was Uncle Ned.” When I came to the line, “He had
no wool on the top of his head,” I rubbed my head until it bled. The
nurse had been rebuked for allowing me to do this, and it was when I,
all unconscious, continued to rub my head, that she struck me. It did
not matter to me, for I felt nothing, although I knew previously that
she had held my arm to prevent my doing it. My mother flew at her, and
I never saw her again.
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